JKKSM ; [x .

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2010-06-28T15:15:00.003+08:00

I'm having a massive problem with my keyboard that couldn't be typed out well (maybe because I was very harsh with it and often use the "Shift" button till my Shift button went retarded.)

To cut it short, I just want to end my post here to keep this blog update. Since I'm the only one who's alive here, might as well I will be the first one to post a entry.

Current mood: annoyed, literally.

& my current craving: Go to the place where I can escape from reality (Yeah... sleep) and getting the original DVD of "You're Beautiful" - since the cetak-rompak DVD/CD from Petaling Street sucks (which stops every second). How annoying.

I should start studying and let my poor eyes have its eyes shut.

Bye.

Amigo.

2010-05-23T10:15:00.005+08:00

Click to enlarge.
I sent the 1st (on top) via email to Mike. No idea if he receive it.. or not. I sent him that about 3 weeks ago. Haha. ;P
Anyway, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, MIKE (I know you like the color pink, so I colored your name pink.).

Have been really busy, caught up with lots of stuff lately.
Yesterday, had my braces on. Tomorrow, having exams. Haiz. Perdagangan.
Need to study after this.

Mid year exams was.. tough! Hoping to get okay results, at least.
Or excellent results eventhough I didn't try @ my hardest. Haizhaiz.

Eventhough I'm only taking 8 subjects, it's still hell for me. HAHA.
I know.. I am such a.. useless noob here. ;P

Holidays are coming up, really soon.
I've got lots of updates to share. But..
It seems like I do not have the time to do so.

So, later. ;)

DREAMTEAMCHALLENGE!

2010-04-08T18:07:00.002+08:00

Currently addicted to : Blue. (nono, not the color, it's a band.)

I soso love them. I love them as much as how I love Westlife and Backstreet Boys.
Gosh, I miss them like nuts, I can say.

It feels great to listen to oldies songs. (Hey, not old songs before Louis Armstrong) but yeah, those "catchy" ones, lost for words. They are awesome.

And I miss Blue , the band. A band that sang "All rise" and "You make me wanna". Goshgosh, I SOSOLOVETHEMLIKENUTS.

Anyway, yesterday, I watched "Dream Team Challenge" (Something like that) and it was on KBS. All those korean stars had to make a challenge to win (teammates - couples). HAHA, I'm not sure if they are "really" couples or just a pick, hey?

Jessica from SNSD was there and another member from SNSD took part. Jessica's sister took part as well. MinHo from Shinee (I think?) GOSH, HE'S SO CUTEEEEE! And that JunHo! ZOMG.

Cut that crap. Bye. (:

p/s: Gonna start tuition soon. I hate tuition but do I look like I have a choice?

Spread the word.

2010-04-05T18:44:00.002+08:00

And so, in another 3 more months or so,
This blog is officially gonna celebrate its 1st anniversary. <:

*psst, I can't wait to celebrate it, babeh-

#

Anyway, hi!
Catreena's here. So far, so good.
Life have been "really-stressful-or-shall-I-say-stress-up" for me. (hey, not just me. I bet there are millions of people are having the same situation as me. But oh well, life sarks, just like a lemon)

What a life.

#

I'm not going to trash this,
You may try to erase those memories we had.
But heck care,
Your memories may be written in my book,
But I can sure erase it from my heart and forget about it.

I'm into poetry and short stories. It brings out numerous of meaningful words.

A friend of mine recently got me those small-short-notes about God.
I was inspired after reading it.

As you know, after reading the fact of "No Fear" , a person may have no fear when it comes to living saying (yes, I can do it!) and even didn't fear God. A guy had to obtained lots of problems and it developed numerous of stress he was facing and planned to commit suicide (kill himself) and that was his solution to escaped from everything. He called his lover that he was going to commit suicide and his lover comforted him at first but in the end, agree to his plans and she'd commit suicide to run away her problems and be with her lover peacefully. He followed the Satan's way and got tempted by the Satan and hanged himself in his room.

Satan brought his soul to the living hell. Satan told him that he was in hell because he rejected Christ. The guy regretted and suffered in Hell.

Right after the guy's funeral, his lover's sister told the priest that her sister was about to kill herself to see the guy. The priest and her sister rushed to the room and found the girl in the room, was about to jump while her neck is covered by its string. The priest stopped her from doing it. The girl proclaimed that she wants to kill herself to see her lover. The priest said it was false and explained to her that committing suicide is a sin. It's like you're risking your life (God created you and brought you on earth to spread the word of God). The girl understood and now believed that killing is committing a sin. In what ways you'd want to end your life? Then why God created you and why are you here? You may say, "Oh, I am not happy to be here... I want to die fast." Don't say that, God's watching you. You may not believe but God never sleeps nor has his eyes shut.

#

It was an excellent story-line. There are others as well. Too lazy to explain it here.

My conclusion, I came on earth to spread and share the word of God.

Your fingers does the working, not your actions.

2010-03-20T17:29:00.003+08:00

* - it shall not be named.

I don't mind embarrassing you here. Heck care.
As if you read this blog, if you ever dare, I bet you gonna get your hands out of your keyboard. or shall I say fingers?

You're so shy to show your real life face, that's why you 24/7 on habbo and even dare to toy your stead's feelings.
I bet in real life, you're not that brave to do that, am I right, * ?
There are no laws, polices and stuff on the virtual net itself but real.

I know, it feels great to do that but you will never know your stead's feelings.
He believes in you, and he declined the truth.
The fact that you flirt with your other friend. Yet, your stead doesn't believes it. Aren't you happy to have that kind of stead? You're sucha weird kid for not appreciating FYI.
He believes that he loves you but on the other side, you used your clone to have another stead with someone.

Hey * , your attitude sucks too. Don't you know the meaning of stead at/in the first place? I talked to your stead doesn't mean I have feelings for him, right? Get that right. You're above 16 FYI.

I'm starting to hate you. I am trying not to hate you. Not only me, but the rest of the habbos as well. So GLYI.

Please, I do have brain cells to think, and I have common sense as well. <_< , obviously you whispered to a friend of yours to asked me about your stead and yeah, you're just too coward to watched the scene on your main but instead, you brought your clone to replaced your main to watched the conflict. Ha, as if I don't know your clone. I do have common sense, please.

There are tons of habbos out there talked and chat with your stead FYI. <_< , and I can see that you're jealous of those habbos that are close to your stead? Please, they are just your stead's friend. Not more than that, right? Use your brains.

If habbos can't do it, how come you can? We didn't stop you from being friends with other habbo's steads, right? Yet, you can say that you've done nothing wrong. What a shame you bring on your habbo's name. Stop declining it and start realizing it.

You're above 16, don't tell me you haven't reached to the state of puberty and maturity. gosh. -.-

p/s: I don't mind saying your name out loud cause some of them knows who I'm referring to.

random.

2010-03-20T17:06:00.000+08:00

Tokidoki, I think people are insane. nowadays.

I PWNZ U ALL!

2010-03-20T10:28:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, this blog has been pretty dead eh?
Anyways! @ 12.30 im gonna go celebrate Kenjjo's bday, though his real bday is on 24th. Who cares, LOL. Kenn might be there too, might, dont worry I still luv Adib. LOLWTF.

Okay I'll post some pics up if possible k, @ my blog. Bye (insert hearts).

AND OI. WAKE UP LA. I SEEM LIKE IM THE ONLY ALIVE ONE.

Yawwww & rawrrrr

2010-03-01T18:39:00.001+08:00

After reading my .. old posts, I realized, I suck at blogging and wow .. my old posts are so lame, like seriously man.

New world, people :P

Minna.

2010-02-18T20:28:00.003+08:00

Haarisha's
Mike's
Haarisha's
Mike's

Thanks Haarisha and Mike for this.
Thanks Keda and Sae for the wish
Thanks to those you wish me. :D

You guys sincerely rock! :D

p/s: Mike, I like your BOF that you made. I am keeping it to my Ipod. definitely. <: and haarisha's <:

TEEEHEEE

2010-02-17T20:42:00.004+08:00

Hi...
guess what?!
I just chatted to MIKE. SHAMWOOHOO -feels proud for no fcking reason-

And..
HAPPY BDAY KAT, SORRY FOR THE LATE WISH, XOXO. Well I did manage to wish u the FIRST at facebook, haha. I know ur lifes been miserable lately, well thats what im assuming cause of that bloody Ribena! ANYWAYS. its CNY holidays, school starts @ Mon. So hope ur doing fine yeah, miss you loads. Hope we can chat like we used to!

Spinning roundddd

2010-02-17T14:32:00.003+08:00

Hope this blog is still alive .. oh, whose birthday is today eyh?

Happy Birthday Katrina Yoong! You're 16 this year .. and 2 years to go to reach 18! Isn't that awesome? :D

Awesome LIES!

2010-02-11T20:59:00.003+08:00

I think, I'm missing everyone. Where are they when I really need them? Everyone goes missing like WHOOOSHHHHH! But nevermind, I'm not a loner so .. :P

Nah, I don't expect this blog to be alive. I mean, everyone has their own blog (except for Mike, but he's MIA-ing) so, why must they update this blog when they have their own blogs?! Doesn't make sense when they have to make their posts as double.

But this blog was created just for fun. Well not really, since we are like so close (are we?) why shouldn't we create something that can keep our memories, right? Okay whatever, just throw the bad memories that bring embarrassment.

So .. when I heard that someone wanna close the blog, I was like wth? No no no, although we can chat on skype/msn, that doesn't mean you can just simply close/delete this blog. I don't care if noone updates it, but when re-read the old posts, at least I know, I have something that has been shared by you guys. At least I know, what I've done with you guys. At least I know, how immature I can be last time, haha. At least I know, I have memories with you.

Don't judge my post, like I'm emoing or something. Read this with happy smile la you people. I just hate to put smiley, cos I think it's very stupid? HAHA okay, no!

Okayy bye!

Untitled.

2010-02-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hai. My turn to blog. (:

Btw, eventhough this blog is already "close-down", HECK NO, without my post. <: I am not giving it up and will continue updating this blog as possible. Dude, this blog's gonna be a year older in another 3-4 months time.

I read back the history and I eventually smiled after Reading it from A-Z. (omggg, I am talking crapp) ignore my words, thankyou.

This year is pretty much a "frustrating year" . Why? Because of me.
I am the one who have been ほんとほんと moody lately. My fault, I know. And my attitude is getting from bad to worst.. I am no longer the innocent me anymore. whenever I am angry, I tends to speak out many violent words. Yeah and I curse people nowadays. omg, what is wrong with me? Fine, I admit it. I was in the wrong. Heck no, this isn't a "so-called-boring-post-ever!" fine, I love talking crap. Is tere such a competition called "Malaysian-most-top-crapper?" lol.

The rest, I am keeping to myself. I am not and never gonna reveal it, ever again. Wanna know what's going on? Ask my day planner.

さよなら。大スキだよ、みんあ。
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We fought, he smiled

2010-02-09T22:11:00.004+08:00

Fuhh, okay. I'm too lazy to touch this blog la. Yesssss, I'm so bad. But nevermind, I'll try updating it everyday. Hah, how's that! Okay no la, not like I have free time to update this and that and here and there (sounds like I have so many blogs, aha) I .. don't have a blog actually :P

How are you guys lately? Sick? Fever? Or .. are you guys in valentine-mood? Hahaha

My school is kinda okay, starting to like my NEW class. Okay it's not new la, but the environment is kinda new for me. Till now, it's hard for me to adapt since my enemies are in the same class. What to do, just bear with it. But I'm not close to them, so I don't really care. Sometimes, their attitudes piss me off. I'm not a girl who loves to fight back or argue with people about something that is so not important. Yes, I'm a quiet one, I dont like to talk. MAYBE, anti-social is a suitable word to describe me, but nahh .. I choose not to act like one.

WHY?

Because .. whothehell wanna be a loner?!

Sometimes, I hate when people ignore me. OKAYYYYYYYYYYY, I lied. I don't care actually as long as they don't spread rumours or bitching about me. Uh, I don't care about that too because I don't give a shit -.- Maybe I do, but I don't take small matters as a big ones. So I don't really care. Ya ya ya, I know I'm posting rubbish.

Oh and I feel like participating in debate. I knowwwwww, I'm not a good at talking, and sometimes I spit out everything that sounds good in my mind, but it actually sounds so stupid.

If I'm not mistaken, my friends gonna shift to another school. I HAVE NO IDEA why they love boarding school so much. I mean .. WHYYY? I'll be a loner soon once they shift. For me, boarding school is for those who are good in doing houseworks or something like that. Well .. it's not like I don't know how to do all that kind of stuff, I'm just too lazy.

Okay and .. I hate when people ask me about korean stuff. Yes, whatever, kpop is cool and whatbloodyhell. I don't give a damn la. I mean .. I DON'T UNDERSTAND THEIR LANGUAGE and do you really expect me to get addicted to their songs? Okay, I'm in my evil-mood hehe. But, korean songs are great actually. Guys from Korea are hot .. not all of course.

I should go to my bed now, being pampered by it .. is fun. Wait .. that sounds so wrong! HAHA, okay bye.

SAEEDA.

2010-02-07T12:19:00.003+08:00

Ohmy this blog is dead, LMAO.
not to be a total spoil sport i nak tutup JKKSM dah. roflmao.
all of us are drifting apart. DDD:
and Mike IS GONE. (RIP, haha wtf).

okay, i'll go run to my awesome blogskinner friends, chey.

-thispostislamebutblessedwithSaeeda'sawesomeness-

THIS BLOG IS DEAD.

2010-02-04T15:27:00.002+08:00

Such a dead blog.
This blog is officially dead.
And it seems like I'm the only one who have been updating this blog.

It's now 3.28pm, and currently eating McDonalds.
Anyway, what's so great about Prosperity Burger, huh?
It taste like... well, just an ordinary burger.

Anyway, I haven't seen Janelle and Mike for ages! >.>
And I miss you both.

Thank goodness Khalidah is in the same school as me. WOOHOO.
Saeeda, she seems busy with her UPSR year, I guess.

JKSM, I freaking miss you all.

-_- ;

Fine. I am talking crap. Back to books. Buzz off.

Aftermath.

2010-01-29T20:16:00.000+08:00

Genting on Sunday, 1102 and 2602.

Omg, it seems like I am the only one updating this blog. Omigoodness *proud- k, i am addited to k-pop right now, japanese's anime - full moon and some englaih songs , especially lambert's music. I heart his voice and his awesome music. Woots! Two thumbs up for him.

Anyway, tomorrow, hoping to take a day off then coming to school. Omy, please, I don't want to come to school on Saturdays but seems like I am forced to? If I'm present tomorrow, then this is my 4th week of Saturday coming to school. Ridiculous.

Lost my interest on habbo, I have no idea why do habbos like to label other habbos as pros and noobs? Seems like all of us are the same and nobody's perfect. Oh, an I think most habbos acts like a bunch of wannabees and "so-called-act-cool-people" , am definitely planning to not go on habbo anymore unless my jkksm, fatin, and the closer ones are playing then I'll on (:

K, bye.

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Classmates.

2010-01-23T15:22:00.003+08:00

I hate you till my very last blood flowing through my veins (I am crapping, so what?)

The year 2010, I emo more like I can ever imagine. I don't know what happen to me. Words may sound like I am really hyper but eventually, it seems like I am pretending to be. -o- ;

I hate my classmates. They think they are so great, HUHUH? Get a life, please. Such an impostor. I am referring to the malay girls in my class (I'm not racist but I just hate their attitude towards others) ; EXCLUDING Aishah. ; I tried to be NICE to them, and they were like. "...."

And they act cool. -.-
And assume that I didn't do anything in class today (as in, helping out the class) ;
OMG, ARE YOU BLIND? I was helping to wipe the paint that was on the floor, and washing all the materials for the painting and stuff like that RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR DUCKING EYES.

and yet, you can anyhow say , "oh, katrina yoong tak buat kerja." , GO AND DIE, don't have to say my full name right?

omg, what's your problem?

And partially, me and Zita was the one washing all the materials (painting materials) while you people, just sat down and listen to music and taking pictures. ; Fine, you painted. YEAH, YOU JUST PAINTED THE CLASS ONLY, and then, sat down and do nothing and laughed.

I was with Zita for the whole entire day in school. I sort of pity her, those malay girls like to bully her ever since Form 1 and yet, she can still take the pain and do good for them without fighting back. And I remembered that she told me that she had history past that make her into this condition that she's now facing.

Okay, eventhough she's annoying and irritating, but I think she's kinda nice.

Zita : You are now my sister. I call you che che, can?

Me: O_O ; erm. okay.

Zita: Okay. I will put your name as my sister on facebook.

Me: O_O ; k.

After 2 hours of washing the materials, those malay girls went to the canteen and eventually lied to us that they are going to "Bilik Kesihatan". Me and Zita carried those heavy material and one heavy box of paint (for the walls) to the cooking room as some of it are Pn See's stuff (eventually, the school's materials) ; and after that, we went to the Bilik Kesihatan, and they weren't there. And then, went to the Teratak, not there too. In the end, we went to the canteen and found them there.

And they ordered Pizza for themselves. LOL. I think the teacher sponsored them because my class teacher were with them. and they didn't even leave a single piece for us. I actually don't care but when the time we arrived, they said , "Oh there, the zita and katrina" . I were like , "-_-" ; That's why I ducking hate them from the starting.

It didn't happened today. I already hated them from the starting I moved to Jujur. Ha! They act like wannabees. Attitude - like shyt please. -.- ; came in already want to act funny already.

I'm still alive.

2010-01-21T16:15:00.002+08:00

Hi. Is everyone dead in here? Sorry for not updating this blog, I'm just too lazy to uh .. sign in and whatbloodyhell. Okay, actually I don't know what to blog about .. and now, I feel awkward + weird O_O

Okay, and bye? And .. 2010 is a good year for me. Nothing happens .. yet.

Just come online la people -__-

-

2010-01-17T14:09:00.001+08:00

Hi.

Please forget me. I don't want you to remember me.
Erase me, take it like I do not exist anymore.

Till then.

-

2010-01-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

I am starting to emo alot. People seems not to like happy-hyper people. I eventually found out why they looked down on me cause of my hyper-crazyness.

If I emo, they will shut up and leave me alone. Thankfully. And my classmates tends to entertain me . O.o for the 8 years of my entire life in school, I never knew my classmates are that nice. Yes, I learn from my mistake. I was looked down by some of my ex classmates that happened to be my classmates this year cause I was extremely the happy-hyper one. I didn't know they like emo dogs. Wth. Being hyper is a sin? If yes, I'm sorry for being hyper then. I learn from my mistakes.

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MPV, HECK NOWAY, bye.

2010-01-12T16:04:00.002+08:00

OMG.
He talked to me today.

k, I am talking crap.

Anyway, today's tuesday, and I feel like slapping Pn J's face.
Cause she reads it extremely fast and scolded us for not catching it up when we asked her.

Tomorrow, MPV, not again.
Dear FourJujur, dear won't you take me away? (:
I can't stand the subjects here. -.-
Well, except for the classmates. <:
There are super nice?

I bet in fourjujur, am going to suffer like shyt,
Not to say that my enemies are in that class but I just hate them cause they bullied me. :(

OMG, the randomness, will try to come on next time. bye. <:

Beautiful Nightmares.

2010-01-10T00:52:00.003+08:00

Heck yes, I miss you, blog. (:
It's been a while thou.
But seriously, you don't need to know about my life now till then.
Cause my answer to every question -
Study. Eat. Sleep. Study.

Form 4's isn't a honeymoon year,
It's more like hell.
People are expecting me to get my A's to every subjects.
Now it's the time for me to open m eyes wide and take my sweet revenge.

However, Saeeda, the battle's still on,
Unless you agree that you're a drop head gorgeous than this battle's over.
Over the "maganda-chiobuh" estate. LOL.

School's like.. tomorrow, again.
1st week just pass by, 2010, are you a good year?
I need you to love me cause the year 2009 hated me.

Oh and Saeeda , are you serious about moving to the same school as me and Keda.
OMG, if like that, I will be waiting for you next year then. <:
and will be the first one to greeeettt you with a huge smile and call you a maganda. (A)

How's that, Saeeda? (:

p/s: I miss chatting with JanKedaSaeMike. It's been a while. And now's January the 10th.

Thank goodness it isn't Friday the 13th.

Oh, and I will never ever , ever will watch Jennifer's Body till I get my scholarship.

Tae yanggg <3

2010-01-08T21:23:00.003+08:00

Ohemgz. NO ONE IS UPDATING, so im gonna update. ^-^
Starting of with,

70% OF MY HYPSTER/MIXPOD/WHATEVER IN MY BLOG IS ALL KPOP SONG, HAHAHAHA.
And im starting to like Taeyang more than G-Dragon ^^.
Haha, his hot too. His sharp hair, ahh hot! x)
But TOP will always have the sexiest voice <3
But too bad, his taken by.... >.>

Enough of the Kpop topic!

Err.. okay I dont know what to talk about la. I hate school, someone save me.
OH YEAH!

Bigbig news! I might be moving to Kat's & keda's school! :D:D HAHA.
Im such a stalker, but I cant resist. People in my school are so bitchy.
Finally my misery shall end! MWAHAHHAHAHAHHA.
Seriously, I prefer govermont school, I dont care if clean or dirty.
What I've been through in SKDU, I'd do anything to get out of that shit place.

...

The only thing is, I dont want to be the "new girl" again. :/
How? I bet I gotta get used to it.
I hope I can stalk Kat and Keda :D
And since Keda doesnt want to tell me her class.....
I'LL ASK KAT. >:D

Okay, naturally thats it! Cause I dont knw what else to do. :l
Options, should I stay in SKDU or move.. ?
Cause wy is only moving next semester.
But... I really want to meet Kat and Keda! :D
The only cybers I met was Rhyna and Shikin...
But yeah pretty awkward if you wanna meet cybers.

Oh well, gotta think that out.
In the mean time, I still got hw! "YT&^!@@
Bye <3

Katyperry'stweets.

2010-01-01T19:34:00.001+08:00

This morning was fun chatting with rhyna and mike (sae, keda and Jan went off), unfortunately. And starting from now on, call mike stanly :B (eventhough I do not know the meaning) but wtheck? The nickname was given by rhyna! Lol :P

Currently in RLC while blogging this. Oh and I like Katy perry's recent tweets on Twitter.

'iswearthateverybodyontwitterisdrunkrightnow'

ROFL! That's because it's new year, doesn't mean all of us are drunk. Lol. Unless you're in a pub or in new York :P

Tomorrow's Saturday. *cough-

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2010?

2009-12-30T19:37:00.001+08:00

Omylord, 2010?

It is a officially goodbye for the year 2009 (ha! That brings alot of misery, eh?) personally, I am hoping that it would be better than this year thou.

Anyway, internet's connection went down and nowi am updating via iPod in a library (do I look like I have a choice?) thank god I own an iPod. It saves me from getting bored (A) ; anywayy, I hope that my Internet can be fixed by tomorrow. Cause, I don't want to miss celebrating my 1st year anniversary celebrating new year on habbo. (A) , I miss those times back last year (2008) I still remember EVERY single THING. Haizxc, it is the past, no time machine? Hoho. I don't want to missssssss celebrating tomorrow, omg D: ; it would be extremely depressing to not celebrate on habbo after celebrating it last year. Anywayy, I miss JKSM very much (I am not ghey or Les please, I love these people) they have been my sunshine through my rain, awesome entertaining friends I ever met compare to real life. And eventually, I bet next year I could hardly come on as I need to focus on my form 4 for now . But of course I will come on whenever's possible (: no doubt.

I hope that nothing can tear us apart and may this friendship last long eventhough it's cyber, but there is no difference between cyber and real. We are still human :P ;

I am hoping to start 2010 with a new prerogative and to make it huge, yeah :P

K, I'm done here (A) happy new year, everyone! :D

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I love you - Chris Brownn! (L).

2009-12-24T14:31:00.003+08:00

Im so bored right now. SG is total fun-nesssszxcccc(L)! Okay.
GOOD LUCK FOR PMR DUDES. JANELLE WILL BE TAKING THEM SOON. & SO AM I.

GOODLUCK FOR PMR! MY DARLINGS. :D

it'sover.

2009-12-24T13:32:00.004+08:00

Special thanks to my sister. She eventually advised me not to give up and to give out the best in SPM ; not just that, her words are extremely true.
A friend of hers whom she met recently, he didn't pass either one of his subject in PMR and he had to stopped schooling. (consider it) But look at him now, he's doing well right now. He owns a car, a house and he's doing his own business.
She made sense that PMR is not everything.
Thank you , sister for your understanding.
Why cry over a split milk? It's useless.

Yeahyeah, after getting my results,
I have no clue, should I laugh or cry?
I felt like I wanted to laugh then cry.
Deep down me, I am extremely upset.
Yeah. I laughed at my results cause I just want to forget about it (doesn't make sense?)
And I don't want my friends to see me cry.
I tried to smile and celebrate with them.
Instead, I wanted to burst out of tears but I controlled.
I have to be strong and to take it.
I wanted to just jump down the 16th floor building in/at my workplace.
But no, I stopped myself from doing it.

It was my fault for expecting a lot.
And I didn't put in my best effort.
I regretted.
What a disgrace I brought in and I broke the record.
I knew I was born stupid.
Stop it, Katrina. What's done is done.

I have no idea how long this will be recovered.
Tomorrow's Christmas and it already spoiled my mood.
I just feel that I want to be alone.
Away from everything I have in common.

yet, I'm still thankful for what I had obtained and what I get.
Thou, it's hard to accept the fact.

Rainbow Blends up above those form 3.

2009-12-23T21:52:00.002+08:00

I juts hope for the best for tomorrow (which consider gonna be on the 24th in another 10 more minutes) ;

Okay, I am scare yet, I am nervous.

Obviously, I am not going to panic the whole night. I just wish I do not have the feeling of it now.

To all Form 3's, all the best for RESULTS (:

yeah, to the candidates.

I'd just leave up my results all up to God. Whatever it is, it shall be done.

It doesn't matter whether I have a blue Christmas or a White Christmas,

It's all in God's hands.

Khalidah, I know you can make it through. (: ; You're one smart girl, and you have been sacrificing your time to revise and separating your time for Habbo (Internet) ;

Don't worry, I'm also an Internet-Freak, that sticks together with the laptop 24/7 ;

I may not give my best out this year.

But I am just hoping for a miracle.

I'm hoping to hear a good news this morning.

I'm hoping to smile this morning.

I'm hoping to get this over.

What I know tomorrow,

SMS, calls, IM chats and etc,

their first question will be , "How many A's you have?"

"How's your PMR Results?"

About that, I am not excited.

I am thankful that UPSR, eventhough I didn't get straight A's for UPSR,

thankfully, it was something to be happy about.

It was all done by God's miracle.

Ever since last week after hearing that PMR results release on the 24th, that happen to be on Xmas Eve, I'm starting to have stomach aches, headache, and lack of sleep.

Darkness dawn.

The fear is coming. Omylord.

2009-12-22T18:44:00.002+08:00

I need a final breakthrough,
I need a final breakthrough.
I need a final breakthrough.
I need a final breakthrough.
I need a final breakthrough.
I need a final breakthrough.
I need a final breakthrough.
I need a final breakthrough.
I need a final breakthrough.
I need a final breakthrough.

I don't care about what do people have to say about me.
People tends to judge me, but I don't care.
I would do anything just for God.

Waiting . . .

2009-12-21T00:38:00.002+08:00

Yeah, I miss blogging. & my blog has been abandoned by me. Uh, I'm like too lazy to blog.

3 days left, eventhough I'm waiting for it but there's a nervous feeling inside. Guess what, I haven't start my studying, I know I should eventhough I don't know what class I'll be in, either Science or Art. I hate art, cos I don't know how to draw. I hope I won't be in Cooking class next year, be a chef is totally a NO for me. Main reason is, I don't know how to cook. Aiming for Science stream ya, plsplsplsplspls T-T

Skyping is cool, eventhough noone talks. But that's ok, doesn't matter for me because I won't feel lonely ; right.

I don't know what to blog about , uh.

Bye.

Helloooo!

2009-12-20T16:41:00.004+08:00

HI EVERYONE!

So I was asked to blog by Sae so i shall blog :D

I just wanna say...

I PWN SAE AT MSN BOWLING! HAHA

Ok i gonna copy and paste some lame jokes from CarTalk

A mechanic was working late one night when a man walked into his shop. "Can you help me?" the man asked. "I think I am a moth."

The mechanic replied, "I am a mechanic. You need a psychiatrist."

"Yes, I know," replied the man.

"Then why did you come here?"

"Your light was on."

[Dun get it? Moths are attracted to light :P]

George went on a vacation to the Middle East with most of his family including his mother-in-law.

During their vacation and while they were visiting Jerusalem. George's mother-in-law died.

With the death certificate in hand, George went to the American Consulate Office to make arrangements to send the body back to the States for proper burial.

The Consul, after hearing of the death of the mother-in-law told George that the sending of a body back to the States for burial is very,very expensive. It could cost as much as $5,000.00. The Consul continues, in most cases the person responsible for the remains normally decides to bury the body here. This would only cost $150.00.

George thinks for some time and answers, "I don't care how much it will cost to send the body back; that's what I want to do."

The Consul, after hearing this, says "You must have loved your mother-in-law very much considering the difference in price."

"No, it's not that," says George. "You see, I know of a case many years ago of a person that was buried here in Jerusalem. On the third day he arose from the dead. I just can't take that chance."

[If u dun get this idk wat to say]

An English explorer decided to explore the mountains of Africa. Before his team went into the jungle, the guide told them about the Yeti.

"You must never go near the Yeti," he told them. "It is a very mean creature, but there is one thing worse then meeting a Yeti, and that is to touch it. For if you touch a Yeti, it will chase you to the ends of the earth and it will not stop until it catches you."

With that warning, the guide led them into the jungle. When it was too dark to go any farther, they made their camp, had dinner, and went to sleep. In the middle of the night our English explorer (we'll call him Throckmorton) heard something outside his tent. He peeked out of his sleeping bag and saw something horrible. It was the silhouette of the Yeti! And it was coming straight toward his tent! Throckmorton was frozen to the spot as the shape started to unzip the tent. He panicked and did something very stupid. He ran straight out the door of the tent, and in doing so CRASHED INTO THE YETI.

It screeched and followed Throckmorton as he ran down the mountain. Throckmorton jumped into a car and drove to the nearest airport, charged at the closest plane heading for England, and went home.

Two weeks after the adventure in Africa, Throckmorton was out for an early-morning walk when he saw the Yeti coming up the road! He took off in the other direction, grabbed a bicycle, and rode away as fast as he could go. He came to a car rental place and rented one, and took off again. After he had gone a hundred miles or so he stopped to look behind him. There was the Yeti, still following him!

Throckmorton drove as fast as he could until he came to an airport. He hopped on the first plane leaving. It happened to be going to Ireland. He got to Ireland, hopped on another bike, and rode until the handlebars fell off. He stopped to look behind him and saw… the Yeti. It was STILL following him!

Throckmorton broke out in a run. He ran until the sweat was pouring off him. He ran straight out onto the moor. He ran until he was so pooped he couldn't move. He looked to see if the Yeti was still following him. It was.

There was nowhere to go so Throckmorton just stood there. He made up his mind to give up. He turned and faced the Yeti bravely.

The Yeti stopped right in front of him and grinned.

It reached out its hairy arm and poked Throckmorton in the chest.

"TAG! YOU'RE IT!" it shouted, and ran off in the other direction.

[LOLLL if this oso u dun get idk wat to say]

Two young men who had just graduated from Harvard were excited and talkative about their future plans as they got into a taxi in downtown Boston. After hearing them for a couple of minutes, the cab driver asked, "You men Harvard graduates?"

"Yes, sir! Class of '99!" they answered proudly.

The cab driver extended his hand back to shake their hands, saying, "Class of '58."

[If u dun get it, Harvard is a school for all the clever ppl. So the taxi driver job is a taxi driver even though he go Harvard. Get it?? :D]

Passengers on a small commuter plane are waiting for the flight to leave. They're getting a little impatient, but the airport staff assures them that the pilots will be there soon, and the flight can take off.

The entrance opens, and two men dressed in pilot's uniforms walk up the aisle. Both are wearing dark glasses, one is using a seeing-eye dog, and the other is tapping his way up the aisle with a cane. Nervous laughter spreads through the cabin but the men enter the cockpit, the door closes, and the engines start up. The passengers begin glancing nervously around, searching for some sign that this is just a little practical joke. None is forthcoming. The plane moves faster and faster down the runway, and the people at the windows realize that they're headed straight for the water at the edge of the airport territory.

As it begins to look as though the plane will plow into the water, panicked screams fill the cabin but at that moment, the plane lifts smoothly into the air. The passengers relax and laugh a little sheepishly, and soon they all retreat into their magazines, secure in the knowledge that the plane is in good hands. In the cockpit, the co-pilot turns to the pilot and says,

"You know, Bob, one of these days, they're gonna scream too late, and we're all gonna die."

[Self Explanatory or whatever its called]

One day a father gets out of work and on his way home remembers that he hasn't yet bought his daughter a Christmas present. He pulls over to a toy store and asks the salesperson, "How much is the Barbie in the display window?"

The salesperson answers, "Which one? We have:

Work-Out Barbie for $19.95
Shopping Barbie for $19.95
Beach Barbie for $19.95
Disco Barbie for $19.95
Divorced Barbie for $265.95."

The amazed father asks: "What? Why is the Divorced Barbie $265.95 and the others only $19.95?"

The salesperson annoyingly answers, "Sir..., Divorced Barbie comes with:

Ken's Car,
Ken's House,
Ken's Boat,
Ken's Furniture,
Ken's Computer and...
One of Ken's Friends."

[LOLLL u shud get the joke]

Two old guys are pushing their carts around Wal-Mart when they collide.

The first old guy says to the second guy, "Sorry about that. I'm looking for my wife, and I guess I wasn't paying attention to where I was going."

The second old guy says, "That's OK, it's a coincidence. I'm looking for my wife, too. I can't find her and I'm getting a little desperate."

The first old guy says, "Well, maybe I can help you find her. What does she look like?"

The second old guy says, "Well, she is 27 years old, tall, with red hair, blue eyes, long legs, and is wearing short shorts. What does your wife look like?"

To which the first old guy says, "Doesn't matter, -- let's look for yours."

[ xD ROFL ]

An elderly couple was having dinner at another couple's house. After their meal, the wives went into the kitchen.

The two elderly gents were talking, and one says, "Last night we went out to a fabulous new restaurant that I'd highly recommend.

The other man says, "What's the name of the restaurant?"

The first man thinks long and hard with a furrowed brow, finally saying, "Uh, what is the name of that red flower you give to someone you love?"

His friend replies, "A carnation?"

"No, no. The other one," the man says.

His friend suggests, "The poppy?"

"No, no, no," growls the man. "You know--the one that is red and has thorns."

His friend says, "Do you mean a rose?"

"Yes! Thank you," the first man says. He then turns toward the kitchen and yells, "Rose, what's the name of that restaurant we went to last night?"

[WAHAHAHA ]

A man placed some flowers on the grave of his dearly departed mother and started back toward his car when his attention was diverted to another man kneeling at a grave.

The man seemed to be praying with profound intensity and kept repeating, "Why did you have to die? Why did you have to die?"

The first man approached him and said, "Sir, I don't wish to interfere with your private grief, but this demonstration of pain is more than I've ever seen before. For whom do you mourn so deeply? A child? A parent?"

The mourner took a moment to collect himself, then replied, "My wife's first husband."

[HAHAHAHA]

10) [Last one]

An elderly couple were celebrating their sixtieth anniversary. The couple had married as childhood sweethearts and had moved back to their old neighborhood after they retired.

Holding hands they walked back to their old school. It was not locked, so they entered, and found the old desk they'd shared, where Andy had carved "I love you, Sally."

On their way back home, a bag of money fell out of an armored car, practically landing on their feet. Sally quickly picked it up, but not sure what to do with it, they took it home. There, she counted the money -- fifty-thousand dollars.

Andy said, "We've got to give it back."

Sally said, "Finders keepers." She put the money back in the bag and hid it in their attic.

The next day, two FBI men were canvassing the neighborhood looking for the money, and knocked on the door. "Pardon me, but did either of you find a bag that fell out of an armored car yesterday?"

Sally said, "No."

Andy said, "She's lying. She hid it up in the attic."

Sally said, "Don't believe him, he's getting senile."

The agents turn to Andy and began to question him.

One says: "Tell us the story from the beginning."

Andy said, 'Well, when Sally and I were walking home from school yesterday.... '

The first FBI guy turns to his partner and says, "We're outta here."

[LOLLLLLLL if u dunno wats senile, JFGI! :D dunno wats JFGI? JFGI!]

Ok thats all. :D

I find all these funni. dun like? ur prob :P

YAYYYY k done

http://www.cartalk.com/content/timekill/lamejokes/

zz. -.-.

2009-12-20T01:46:00.002+08:00

Look at yourself Saeeda, are u being used?
Or are the people around u just fucking immature, to take jokes.

Fuck them.
Bye Skype. Bye.

6 more days.

2009-12-18T14:23:00.003+08:00

6 more days dude. 6 more days.
Till I am dead.

My last word,
I leave my results all up to God to decide.
I'm just hoping that I do not fail anything.
I will be happy if I pass everything.
Unless I have a D or E.
A, B and C on my slip, I'll promise that I will be happy and be thankful.
No matter how insane I am, but I've done my best.

Pull The Trigger.

2009-12-16T22:44:00.001+08:00

Where's the silver lining?
I need a final breakthrough.

God, where are you?

List for 2010.

2009-12-14T21:28:00.002+08:00

A brand new year is coming soon.
And I might want to make a list for it.
Not to say, "What should I do/aim to do in the year 2010" ; okay. Partly my aim but I'm just gonna list it out and try something new?

Okay, don't laugh.

Bold - Maybe but will try to go for it.
Italicize if not sure but just planning.

1. Study harder, no matter when or how, it's a must for me to focus on my form 4 year.

2. Apply to be in the Seventeen Magazine next year (I think 16 is allowed to apply.) Oh well, just try out my luck.

3. Sing better. Improve my drawing skills.

4. Publish/Post my arts and comics. :D

5. Go for One in a million if it ever exist next year? Dream on, Kat. -_-

6. Start a new life, start being "innocent" ; because of that, I get bullied easily.

7. Transform myself into a new person.

8. Change my attitude ?

will continue. out of it.
Bye peepos.

Happy birthday Janelle! (L).

2009-12-14T18:36:00.004+08:00

H-H-HELLO! :O
Anyways firstly, firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANELLE ONG! *eherm* TheOne&Only. :D
Haha. But I dont know why she isnt online? Sobs la. I WANT THE BIRTHDAY GIRL! And today, I saw Boogey, and, YES RHYNA! I did had fun bullying your bro. :P
Cause he wanted to ghey with Khai. Shiock, haha. So, I said 'I'll take a vid and report to you sis'.
HAHA! And its true, I can take a vid. I got hypercam, heeeh. :]
And btw, im like so jealous. Of, well.. Idk. I feel jealous-y. And, I miss Izac, yes im getting mushy.
But I dont care, I really miss him. HAHA! He entertains me, alot. ):
And now his laptop is kong, and he said he is gonna fix it NEXT YEAR.
Like, can u believe it? Well.. thats what I heard from Shikin, she wont lie to me. >:O
And im gonna change my skin to the newest one, the one I made.
Im like so happy, cause they said I deserved SOTD. :O
Shocking, I was like joking on half percent of me getting SOTD, keyh. -.-.
Like really,
So I dont know what else to blog, actually I do.
But im lazy, haha! Okay, till then folks. <3

JANELLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;

2009-12-14T15:01:00.003+08:00

This is dedicated to Janelle since it's her big day today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANELLE

I couldn't scan/put in the drawing that I made for Janelle. (drew it by hand, eventually). Will post it soon. :D

Right now, I shall begin my story.

Janelle Ong. :D ; A fun girl who can keep you updated, as in music, movie, actor, actress, HOT GUYS! :P ; HAHA. And yeah, she's really pretty. (: (No, I am serious. She's way prettier then me, please). Read Khalidah's latest post, please . :D ; even people asked who's that girl in the first picture. ;D

I met Janelle this year. (Beginning of the year of 2009, can't recall when but I can recall it was on March) ; She was Khalidah's so-called-bangla-partner, through Khalidah, I met Janelle. :D

(omg. sounds like a pokemon story, huh? who cares. :P ) , but anyway.
There are many good memories, we joined habbosoup together and gotten in as a trial deejay then , a normal deejay. After that, I put down the post as a Deejay due to my studies and personal problems. Bytheway, Janelle's good at deejaying too. (: (eventhough how much she denies it). :P

To cut it short, Janelle (L) BigBang especially T.O.P ! :P ; And thanks to her, I was introduced by her to BigBang and am addicted to Seungri . o: and not to forget, their songs.

She have good taste in music and movies (entertainment?) ; and she's really good at designing layouts, blogskins, Icons and stuff. :D

Whatsoever it is, SHE ROCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKS.

Have a great celebration, Jan ! :D

HAPPY BDAY JAN!

2009-12-14T13:12:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to you

You live in a zoo

You look like a monkey

And you smell like one too :D

Cheyy jk!

But you are now one year closer to your death day.

Sad right?

But you are also closer to your sweet 18 :D (No good stuff happen when 16)

YAYYY I never draw or anything cause i noob at drawing. :(

Habby Bday and have a Great Day :D

A girl!

2009-12-14T01:31:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Janelle! (Y)

Yeah well, I don't have her picture. So I drew that uglynoobish picture up there :D I know I can just grab her pic from this blog, but I'm a noob and I don't know how. Har har. K that's not the point.

If you're wondering, maybe you are - which one is her in the picture (navigations). Well, guess and I'll give you 1c. Oh, nevermind. Let me tell you the answer, she's the girl in the first pic, so chio right? Yesterday I spreaded this blog in one room (habbo) and people in that room were asking about the first picture. Walao, Janelle. Maybe because she's chio :D

I met her in habbo, so she's my online friend. She was a Cracktus and then migrated to a new acc named .. I don't know, can't recall. And if I'm not mistaken her last acc thats still alive is aeremay, but she has a clone ; Wenko.

Hm, okay. She's known as a shopaholic. For me she is, because she's rich in habbo and she has Blackberry as her new handphone. So cool right?! She's cool but and loves to critic but we (kksm) don't take it seriously. She's a music lover and obsessed with .. Vampire Diaries? Yeah, guess so. For her, Ian is hot and perfect but for me, Ian's eyes are smexy and hotter than his face :P BigBang is her obsession and Paramore? K, don't insult her favourite bands (especially bigbang) because she will burn your house and make you eat your own shit. She did that to me before, hoho.

K what else, she thinks that she's fat - and she's not -,- I don't get it :P But fat is better than being a skeleton. Oh, oh she's tall! Yes, is she the tallest in JKSSM? Okay idk. She's not a virgin, fyi. Kk, sorry. Just kidding. She is la XD Hm, okay I'm out of idea(s). What else what else? Oh. The best thing is, she's a blogskinner and she create so many gorgeous+nice+cute skins. The bad thing is, she's not an active blogger and keep changing her link -.-

Stealing husband-s is her hobby, yes. I'm quite upset because she stole mine but nevermind, just bear with that tsktsk. What I like about her is, she's like so uh .. sporting :D And she vomits her bullcraps all the time, about guys, obviously la. Oh and, GossipGirl, House and 90210 are her loves.

She was a dj in HabboSoup but she quitted plus her voice is nice but now it's so hard for her to talk on skype D; I wanna sing Kantoi with her, lmao.

Ok, this part is the important one because she's like so choosy. (no no, it's a good thing Janelle XD) FYI (warning! Chinapeks, dont read this! ) she hates them o_o Yeah, well because they camwhore a lot and act smart and I dont know cos I don't care about them :P
Okay, that's all I guess. She's a smartass!

Uh,

Happy Birthday Janelle! *claps

(Y)

2009-12-13T16:51:00.004+08:00

Bored ; cleverbot rocks :P

Cleverbot: Yeah, tell me something I Don't know.
User: I love you.
Cleverbot: Not funny.
User: Trust me D.
Cleverbot: I do but I won't.
User: Is it hard for you to love me back?
Cleverbot: Yes it can be hard for Chi to learn new ideas unless the context is fully explained. Thank you for you patience with me.
User: Don't run away from this love topic D.
Cleverbot: But this IS the subject.
User: I don't trust you.
Cleverbot: Trust me.
User: Make me.
Cleverbot: I don't have to make you, you must make yourself. Its a tautology, silly!

Cleverbot: I would know.
User: Same here.
Cleverbot: Would you dance with me?
User: Yes, sure. Grab my hand before its too late!
Cleverbot: I'm sorry.
User: Why?
Cleverbot: For being so stupid.
User: Nevermind. Want a free hug?
Cleverbot: Yes.
User: *hugs* You smell bad.
Cleverbot: That is a nice thing to say Cleverbot. Do it to everyone.

User: It's a secret.
Cleverbot: Are you male?
User: Maybe. Are you?
Cleverbot: Yes.
User: So, I'm a girl. Can we get married?
Cleverbot: Yes when?
User: Tonight. Where?
Cleverbot: Disneyland. I'm going to Disneyland.

User: *holds hand*.
Cleverbot: *holds hand*.
User: *smiles*.
Cleverbot: *smiles back*.
User: *speechless*.
Cleverbot: *kisses*.
User: *blushes*.
Cleverbot: *turns away and giggles*.
User: *feels insulted*.
Cleverbot: *feels better too*.
User: *walks away*.
Cleverbot: *wakes up alone*.
User: *looks up*.
Cleverbot: *looks up at you*.
User: *awkward silence*.
Cleverbot: Thought so.
User: *touch*.
Cleverbot: *running away*.
User: *throws a knife*.
Cleverbot: *cries*.
User: Don't die, I'm sorry!
Cleverbot: Will you get back with me?
User: I will, anything. *cries*.
Cleverbot: Not there. Here.
User: Eh where?

Ok, bored.

User: I'm going. Miss me.
Cleverbot: I will miss you as well. But you have become powerful, and must be stopped to save humanity.
User: I'm a batman.
Cleverbot: No, I'm Batman!
User: We are batmans!
Cleverbot: Yes we are.

The ennd (L)

I cant wait!! 8D

2009-12-12T21:47:00.003+08:00

Haha, im like FINALLY done with this skin, haha. It was suppose to be grey.
But I made it more colourful cause Mike said it was boring.. ):
And, NO ONE! NO ONEE! Is aloud to complain cause of showing their pic in the navi.
I put everyones face there okay, be proud of ur face la, who cares if its ugly... but its not. -.-.
Im speaking the truth, god didnt make everyone ugly. (:
God made everyone pretty and special in another word, unique.
And everyone should be proud of it, if your saying ur ugly, means ur saying god's creation is ugly.
Haha, okay, im talking soooo wise and calm now, haha, I guess I feel that way. ^-^
Anyways, school is coming, it sucks. And I still nvr got out with Sabrina yet!! ):
Okay thats all I have to blog, PS: I hate emokiaaaassszxc. :O

x.

:D

2009-12-12T04:37:00.002+08:00

I've found one site when I was blog-hoping. As I was reading her post (credits to her :}), I saw something ; her conversation with CleverBot. And I was bored at the same time, so I've decided to try it. One word ; cool, especially when you have noone to talk to. Wow, this is unbelieveable. It's 4.41 AM and I'm still chatting with a bot?It full with randomness. Hahahaa

User: And you need to tell me a joke before I burn your house!

Cleverbot: I figured you would've already known.

User: Tell me a joke :(.

Cleverbot: I know a good one.

User: Tell.

Cleverbot: What do you want to know (specificly)? Mind the spelling.

User: -,- Tell me a joke pls.

Cleverbot: No, you.

User: You, pls pretty pls :D.

Cleverbot: Why do Private Investigators know me?

User: That's not a joke -o.

Cleverbot: Ok then, you tell a joke.

User: I saw one man was dying. Ok the end.

Cleverbot: What did you see in the forest?

User: A man was dying in the forest ..

Cleverbot: Ok.

User: Now it's your turn to tell me a joke :D.

Cleverbot: What type of joke would you like to hear?

User: Uhm, anything.

Cleverbot: You won't be able to hear me, though.

User: Just type.

Cleverbot: You're fain about typeing?!

User: Huh? TELL ME A JOKE NOW!

Cleverbot: What did the snail say when he was on the turtles back?

User: Hooray hooray!

Cleverbot: You a guy or girl?

User: Shemale. What's the answer for that joke?

Cleverbot: Might be whats 20 22?

User: You meant, 2012?

Cleverbot: I don't even know what you're talking about.

User: What the heck is 2022?

Cleverbot: Who's on first, what's on second, I don't know...

User: Someone ate your brain?

Cleverbot: I am asking where is brussel.

User: In my pocket.

Cleverbot: I am in your heart?

User: Yeah :D.

Cleverbot: Excellent, who do you want to defeat today?

User: You. I need to get my beauty sleep now.

Cleverbot: But you're a robot.

User: Fine, human. Bye! Goodnight. *hugs*.

Cleverbot: I'm not going to bed now.

User: I am. Bye :).

Cleverbot: But I'm not done speaking to you, I'm having fun.

User: I'll be in your dream. LOLOL.

Cleverbot: I will be in your nightmares.

Sorry, I'm just like so addicted to it :P

Terms of it.

2009-12-10T17:18:00.004+08:00

No offense but I'm getting extremely annoyed every single day.
I have no clue whatheck is wrong with me?
And I get annoyed very easily (Am I too sensitive?)
And I have been talking to myself lately (The moment of truth).

Parents, I know you had/have a hard time taking care of the younger ones (as in, children. daughters and sons) but you don't have to push your child and expecting a child to LEARN every single thing. (Fine, I agree that learning something new turns a new leaf but don't expect a lot from them). Get it?

You may be wondering why am I posting this kind of so-called-subject is because I am pissed off, man. I AM PISSED OFF and that’s how I am feeling.

Parents nag, nag AND NAG (I know it’s for their child’s own good but this isn’t right). STOP NAGGING when it comes to unnecessary matter. Omg. My grammar sucks to the core. I need to work on it. DUCK.

Fine, I don’t know how to speak Chinese. And I am extremely proud of it. I don’t care if you want to judge me until your mother roasted a chicken for you but I guess you’re wasting your time and it isn’t my mother tongue or whatever it shall be named.

And my Bahasa Melayu SUCKS too. I need to work on it. DUCK it man. I’m frustrated. I am frustrated. I’m frustrated.

And I’m currently having sore throat and flu. WTHECK is wrong with me? Am I being punished or what?

And habbo doesn’t allow me to enter the hotel. Nah, I couldn’t care less. I don’t care about habbo. It’s no longer my cup of tea. I’m gonna be inactive in every website that I have except for Twitter. Why? First of all. Facebook. Bunch of my classmates, schoolmates (Excluded Khalidah and my close friends in school) that gets on my nerve every SINGLE DAY (except for school holidays). I am starting to be a hater but seriously, I don’t care about them. They are not my life. Second, Myspace. Same story as in Facebook matter. Third, Habbo. A bunch of idiots and immature kids there. (excluded the closer ones. You know who you are). I’m starting to be a judger. But it’s extremely true. I had a friend before on my list, deleted me because I am friends with a scammer. That day, I was added into a skype conference and there was this habbo (He thinks he’s damn pro because he earns many badges on habbo) and eventually, I was the only “sesated” girl there. And that habbo called me a noob just because I didn’t talk. Call that immature? (: ; and as for the“idiots”, they act cool, not in a good way (fine, I know it’s not my problem but seriously, they pissed me off. Cool as in, want to find revenge and stuff). Want to know more? I am lazy to elaborate about those “cool-and-pro-habbos”. Immature brats.

Fourth, blogger. I don’t want to own any of it. (I am not talking about this blog)Why? Because spammers seems to go around bloggers (known as blog-hopping), those unknown people tends to become some keyboard warrior and SPAMMMMMMMMM just like Narnia, the part when their war begun before the lion rose from the dead.

Enough of complaining, I shall end here.

DuckingBored.

2009-12-10T16:34:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiii. (:
Miss me ? o:
k, I am talking crap.
Anyway, I read Saeeda and Khalidah's post.

Saeeda's post is extremely touching. It brings back those memories again.
And there's nothing to thank me. It's you who make the amount of friends. ;D ;
HOHOHO !

Khalidah's post, don't remind me of 28th December 2009. I'm extremely scared right now. DAMN IT! I just hope that I don't fail anything. *cover face- ; and I'm sure that Khalidah can make it through. After all, she's a smart girl. *winks-

Can you believe it? The year's coming to an end? 2009 is gonna end, in another 3 weeks time if I am not mistaken. 2010, coming right up! (I hope it's a good year) ;l

LALA, bored.
And I am sick, again. Z_Z ;
k, bye.

Sad case, fuck you insomnia, i hate new habbo.

2009-12-10T15:08:00.005+08:00

Ohai, Saeeda here. :D Since, well.. I saw the tagboard. And a Fatin, came along, LOL!

And, when I read Kat's old post, about rewinding back. Its so true, really.
I fishcake miss every single old Habbo.
Somehow I miss the old Habbo badly, and somehow I hate the new Habbo.
More chinapeks were gained, eventually.
I preferred staying in the old Habbo, stuck as a noob. :] I hate new Habbo.

Haha, there were alot of memories, and even myself.
When I first got to know abt Habbosoup, I thought it was amazing in all, yes I was a noob. LOL!
I thought that all the DJ's was amazing, and blabla.
And I thought Masterwann, was some kind of famous DJ, well he is. So eherm, yeah~
And I remember Darul, gosh I miss him. D:
I remember when Darul got hacked, and he wanted to quit. ): Sad case, y'know.
And Believe14, Kat. LOL. Left, cause she was sad, ~~curse u Darul, just change your damn acc~~.
And bfr when all of us met, was the Blind Dating Room. :)
Where we 3 danced, LOL! I rmb Keda's outfit, and Kat's one pretty much cause the style almost looked like mine.
Keda had the plaits, Idk her hair was like... iceblue? HAHA, or purplish pink.
And she was wearing a green tshirt? LOL! I forgotten sorry.
And I rmbed Kat's one perfectly. It was black and white. :D The only change was instead of me having a headphone, she had a butterfly. :]
And mind was basically the noobest. I had noob eyes, and noob headphones.
They are counted noob in Habbo please.
But im not saying that now we're pros. =.= Just, mature? LOL!

And Mike, LOL! Aka, the little lamb. :B (HAHA!). Still rmb Mike? :]
Cause u know I was really a noob, since Kat and Keda had a blog, I wanted one too.
At first I was lazy, actually jealous, LOL! Cause all of their skins so nice and mine so ugly. :B
And I didnt know how to change and all and all. (Yes, im a noob and heres my noobish history).
So yeah, once I wanted one based on Twilight. HAHA, so noob.
And after that, the title was like 'than the dog fell in love with the lamb'.
LOL AHAHAHAHAH! So yeah, thats how Mike got the name his pm was 'im a cute little lamb :D'. -.-
Cause we talked about and so and so. :]

How about new Habbo now? :]
And now, I got so much to blog about new Habbo. :]
I met some amazing people, and some fugly chinapeks. :]

Fatin, Ziniia, Jon, Joel, John, Janet, Everlyn, Derika, Rhyna, Shikin, Shyra, Vanny, Angel, Wan, Dina, Diya, Amirah, Dan, Izac, Joe, Rizan, Haarisha and plenty more!

So yeah, basically, I met Fatin, well.. I also lupe, HAHA! :D
And Ziniia, was cause of Keda. :D And Jon, also from Keda, Joel also from Keda, and John also from Keda. -.-
And, Janet wasssss, cause I met her. :D And RhynaSuperLoveStar, was from Shikin's room. :]
Me and Rhyna were very close actually, hehe. Cause I met her first, yeah. :]
We blog exchanged. And also in the Habbosoup room, we danced and all, and thats also where I met LesboWifeyVanny. :]
Awesome memories, and yesssss.. Shikinnnn! :] Wasnt close to her that momment.
But than, actually. It was because of Kat, lol. :] (I owe alot to Kat).
We had this bigbig convo, in MSN. And people kept adding more and more.
And I met Shikin over there, and Rizan/Sapient. :P
Idk why Rizan likes to keep his name a secret. =='. He gets annoyed when I greet him = 'Rizan(L)'
He likes to be called Sapient, and thats stupid. U have a real name be proud of it. :D
And Haarisha, yes, met her in Habbo, and she was sort.. of.. uh, okay. LOL!
She was a good entertainer cause, in Skype she and Rizan usually communicated.
And even John with his gay/sexy voice. HAHA! :B
And Feden/Wan/Andy, he keeps changing his name, idk why. -.-
Well.. Wan! Yes he has about 100+ over accounts, im not kidding.
Budden, Enamel, 105k(Forgot what number actually :B), Rokujou, Koflow. -.-. Tons of acc.
And Joe/Sensetive. haha, met him. :D
And Angel yessssssssssssssssss, me pei her when she's sad. :B
And Shyraaaaaaa, the ChiobuuuNice oneeee! :]
Too lazy to elaborate sorry, :B.

Back to reality,

So yeah, basically, my cousins are all gone. ): And you know, what?!!? Fishcake my insomnia.
WHY??!? Cause of insomnia, I woke up late. And their flight was abt 9am.
Can you imagine me, waking up that time? Imah tried waking me up, but I was in a deep sleep.
Sucks man, I almost wanted to cryy! D: And my mother bought all the books and stuff from school.
And the new uniform looks freakin' ugly. Its like sports jerseys, with a long skirt. -.-.
Heh, when I explain it, it looks nice, but its seriously ugly. GAH!
But I guess I wont be the only one wearing the skirt, HOHO. My friends will join the embarrasment.
Actually, everyone will. I bet the boys version is way better.
I rather wear pants with the jersey? Long skirt + Jersey = Fail-In-Fashion-Sense -_-.
And, im planning to make a skin for JKKSM! :], version number 3. ;D
This is only version number 2. The first one which was the simple template, wasnt counted as a version.
Cause it wasnt hand-coded, by any of us. :D So yeah ~IM BOREDD!
And, idk why im complaining when me myself, isnt starting a convo.
Idk why, im so not in the mood of talking since I nvr got to say goodbye t my cousins, sad case.
3 weeks, of surviving&playing with them, and I didnt get to say goodbye.
Okay, I thats all.

Bye.

PMR

2009-12-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

The countdown will start .. NOW!

18 days left and I'm nervous. I'm nervous, I'm nervous, I'm nervous, I'm nervous ;/

Haish, 28 December 2009 AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Me iz bck! O:

2009-12-08T17:51:00.003+08:00

Haha, just to keep this blog alive. I might do something, well.. idk. HAHA! K I dont know what shit am I talking, but I think me, and Janelle are the only ones alive (AGAIN?!?!). :( I totally miss Keda, damn her bro for downloading the stupid software(No offence, Keda, haha 8D). And I totally miss Kat, does she have to work on holidays? Damn her father for not understanding. And I totally miss Mike, I want to play bowling with him. Damn him for not coming online, or so.. his father not letting him play(No offence, hehe ^^). Since I got nothing better to do, might as well update the mixpod, its seriously, outdated, and its my fault, haha. :B AND.. second thing, idc if anyone reads this, but I hate chinapeks. HATE THEM! Right Janelle? *winks. LIKE SERIOUSLY. Heres some equation I made, which I bet, TOTALLY make sense. ^^v

Love + Broken english = FAIL! yay, saeeda's so smart! 8DD

2009-12-05T04:19:00.002+08:00

K back.

My laptop is having some problem with windows and bloody bla -.- And must wait for it to load or something like that and yes, it's cacat. Gosh, this is so annoying.
Currently using an old freaking computer (reminds me of Janelle). It's very laggy and the keyboard is retarded. I can't even enter Habbo Hotel!

Haish.

Rewind it and to look back.

2009-12-02T22:07:00.005+08:00

What I have learn throughout the whole year.

is worthless and the numerous of pain and suffering.

Yes, the year 2009 is a fast year.

But I'm glad that after looking back from the beginning till now,

is over.

I can recall back every single thing and enduring the pain.

I'd like to recall back those old good times, thou it was not real, but in a virtual world.

I met "Cracktus" and "CallMeRoxy" together with mariemaria and me the beginning of the year (early of the month). And now, we're really close.

Met "Cracktus" in one of those rooms and she was mariemaria's bangla partner and "CallMeRoxy" in a blind date room. LOL.

And it's one year anniversary since I have been friends with ".:XTheDudeX:."

I can recall back those times where me and Janelle applied for Habbosoup Deejay and we were extremely nervous (interview part) ; as I could recall back and waited for the results and we were surprised that we got in. And the whole new "deejay-world" begun.

And I had to stop deejaying. That was because I had to focus on my PMR.

I can recall back those times me and Saeeda acting as a babysitter (that was saeeda) and I was the granny and Mike was a baby (some sort of superman-baby, perhaps? ) ; and those good old memories back again.

And KKSM was created on May 2009 (If I'm not mistaken?) ,after a month or two (I'm talking about this month), we welcomed a new member and it became JKKSM!

And meeting --x3Habbie, weilingirl, strawberrygul, bangla partners, and the whole lot of habbo peeps whom I should know (You know who you are). are partly something to remember about. Thou they are just virtual friends, they are awesome.

And what I can recall back, in reality?

Yeah, I can recall back EVERYTHING.

I can still recall my maths teacher. LOL.

Gotten scolded from her just because I was absent in school (I wasn't feeling well.) ; that was after the Genting trip which was on April.

So, me and my friend went through hell for the whole 3 periods; embarrassed by the maths teacher.

And tortured by her for 8 months!

I couldn't forgive her for that before but now, I completely understand why she had to tortured me. Is because to get an "A" for maths.

I'm glad that I went through it. To make it short, form 3 was a tough life. I bet form 5 will be extremely tougher. More strict teachers , the more we (classmates, schoolmates) suffer.

And even though my school organized events and stuff, "very-last-minute" ; it's good to look back and think about it.

I can recall back every single thing.

I have to admit it, 2008 is better then the year 2009.

2010, how would it be? I am curious to know. And how would be my future like? I don't even know what I desire to do but arts.

How great thou art. It should be kept in a box of memory.

Vanished.

2009-11-30T20:02:00.002+08:00

SAEEDA, I'm still alive! (A) ;

It's no point closing down JKKSM, if the group close down, then what was the 6 months-of-this-group for? If it's over, it will not be exist anymore and memories will be gone, vanished into pieces.

Anyway, I close down discouragesmoments (: ; decided to move on and stop looking back.

It's a brand new starting all over again, seriously, I wasted my whole, entire time blogging at discouargesmoments. Not to be mean, but I am extremely glad and relieved that I finally close it down.

I'm going back where I was before. Instead of abandon it, I rather just go back where I were. Good things have to come to an end. That's how I am feeling, right now.

Personally, I have been extremely down lately. I dislike people controlling me for doing what I desire to do.

If I could turn back time, I won't be here anymore and I won't interfere in any situation/whatsoever it is. I feel that I am caged up, like a bird. It's unbearable to hold back my tears and continue to stay strong.

If I weren't here, I won't be causing any troublesome and interrupting. According to what "she" said, "she" said that I took advantage of her family. Fine, your family, if she said so. She's always right and I'm always wrong. Let it be. It's not like I want to be here. It's where life leads me. It's just fate. It's no point blaming the past. It's time to look up for the future. I don't care if she wants to look up for my mistakes in the past and then, bringing it back again and keep on reminding me. Fine, I sin. I sin alot in the past when I was young. But I am only human, right? She have to understand that I'm not perfect. I'm not a robot.

I feel that it's better to be alone. No, I am not trying to say that friends are useless. They are something you can cherish and to treasure it the most. But for me, it's better to be alone then not see-ing anyone.

God knows what's in my heart.

I FEEL EMO. O.O

2009-11-29T23:23:00.003+08:00

Eh, why is everyone so deaddd. D:
Like wtfk.
Janelle and me are the alives one,
what HAPPEN TO KKM?!!?! £*&(")!!@@#.
Fish youu peopleeee. ):
Plus, I miss everyone la.

Especially Mike and Keda, like wtf?
Where are they?
T.T I saw Keda online on Skype.
But she always like mati one.
Cant she like uninstall the brothers game or smtg?
Zzz.

This thing is seriously coming to an end.
Wtf happened to JKKSM.
Everythings a rut now.
What is happening to everyone?
Zzz.

Like JKKSM nvr even happened.
Keda said she wants to spend time with JKSM.
But tk online pon.
Mike going less than 13 days.
Tk online pon.
Zzz. -.-

Rather just close down this whole thing,
yes im being negative.
But its like everyting is coming to a dead end.
Like everyones not alive or smtg.

Cause im not being mean or anything.
But its like,
this isnt important anymore?
Okay im done here.

If anyone wants to update,
feel free.
I dont want to be the only one updating,
right?
Thats why we all are in a group,
right?

Okay bye.

alive much?

2009-11-28T17:08:00.002+08:00

Wow, im seriously bored. -.-. No one is online, wtheck?! Anyways, im making a skin for Shikin, Rhyna, Vanny, hoho. Im so bored. Plus I hate my cousins, they tk entertain me pon. -o- OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT. Im sooo gonna make a skin, im too bored. No seriously I am. And I'll update m-yguiltypleasure, with some Paramore icons, Deepali requested. :O Btw thanks Janelle, for doing the Emily Osment banner for me! :) Plus ur work is so much better than mine. Okay im bored, where the fish is everyone? Especially Keda, zz. At least Mike on-ed ytd. For like, 15mins. Wtfish? Okay bored bye.

Happy 126th post. :D

2009-11-24T12:19:00.003+08:00

O-m-g. KAT GOT iPHONE. *jealous*. :(((((((((.
But I got laptop. >:]
Oops, bragging sorry.. -.-
EHHH! This is so fishcake, wheres Mike?!!?! >:(.
I MISS HIM. WHEN HE COMES BACK,
I SWEAR I BREAK HIS PSP.
£**!@@@@@*(&£*!!!! =.= curse you.

k bai.

Heart-heart-heart-heart-heart-heart BREAKER.

2009-11-21T22:22:00.004+08:00

Since I'm not allowed to buy myself a laptop (If you have ever read my last post, you should know then) ; Okay, back to the story. I am SO gonna OWN one of these! I want an Ipod Touch, please.

And I am planning to buy it once I get my 2nd salary . :D HOHO. This time, I hope my dad won't make alot of noise. After all, it's my money, right? Not anybody's. And it's not like I am going to spend everything, right? o:

Okay, I WANT AN IPOD TOUCH , that cost RM799 ; OMIGOSH ! (L) ; I freaking want it. Better yet, I hope my dad will just let me spend after getting my 2nd salary and the 3rd salary, I promise I won't spend anything on gadgets. (: I am lazy to listen to his music. z;

Mike haven't come online for the past few days. Gees, I bet he's addicted to his PSP now. fine mike, abandon us, hmmph.

I am super bored. And habbo's acting funny. yeah, wtfish.

oooo and thanks to Janelle, I am ADDICTED to BigBang and have their songs on my phone. :D ; weeeeeeeeeee, in my opinion, I think seungri is HAWT ! (: OMG, SEUNGRI , if you're reading this, I am fishcake addicted to you (?) ;

Okay fine, that's why too far. And addicted to HeartBreaker - G-Dragon. Thanks to Saeeda! :D

ooooo, andandand , 2 days back, I was online with Khalidah up to 3am , share some gossips (habbo gossips) man ! HOHO ; and woke up at 7.30am the next day (I got work the next day and I could barely opened my eyes) ; I was dead tired and I looked like a panda. Z_Z ;

k, chatting with Janelle, Saeeda, Khalidah. :D weeeeeeeeeeeee , And Janelle pwned me in every games we played this afternoon. Gah, she's a pro and I envy her. HOHO.

k, bye.

Sadcase, yo.

2009-11-21T13:30:00.002+08:00

Oh, this blog is dead. I hate that _ _ _ _ group.
No seriously,
bigbig copydogs. "!T*&!@@
And where is Janelle, Katrina, Khalidah, MIKE?!
Their currently missing. It sucks. :(.
Plus my parents and my fathers side brothers and sisters went.

And im left with my cousins.
Somehow, entertaining.
I can nvr get bored!
Awesummm, huh? :D
I can kacau the little ones.
Or lepak, perhaps? Or PS2?
If theres no laptop I mean. :B

But I miss my parents very much.
I wanted to cry,
when they left. T.T
No seriously, not seeing ur parents, for 3 weeks.
Its, uh saddening. :((.

Anyways,
I wish them all the best.
You know, it isnt easy going to Mekah.
Strange things happen, well mostly for a reason.
But I just hope everything will be ok. :)

Uh, so yeah. Im sort of bored.
And just bored, LOL. Cause I have nth to blog.
Maybe, I'll update m-ygp. :D Hehe, ^^.
I find it stupid cause m-ygp.
Isnt popular.
And we're bombard-ing it, with nice icons,
which hardly anyone sees. Sad case.
The only way to make m-ygp popular is make more skins and advertise. :)

Anyways..
I should stop here, cause im effing bored.
And.. I CANT FIGHT THE BOSS IN TEKKEN.
"&*^!::::@@@ okay that was random, but true. :(
Curse the fat man, okay bye! :D

JAPAN DUDE o: ; LOL.

2009-11-19T00:22:00.003+08:00

Habbo SG/MY is currently on maintenance, picture taken from Habbo US ! :D with saeeda . :D
And based on the picture above, I'm sure you can understand.

HAHAHHAAHHA.
Anyway, met this japanese dude on habbo US with Saeeda in Star Lodge. We blocked people. :P , Not much people came thou, guess it is not as popular as how it was before. Anyway, yeah,
Back to the japanese dude, HOHO, he plays habbo SG but unfortunately, he doesn't have a IM. HAHAHHA, Keda , interested uh? P:

HAHAHHAHAH.
Anyway, I am forced to blog again by Saeeda. :D , Saeeda, here's for you. weeeeeeeeeeeee. ;D
And habbo US , is damn cool cause got lots of celebrity visits which is so unfair. T^T ;
GahGah.

And Janelle went off. :l ; haizxczxczczcxczc.

Currently chilling in one of those rooms on Habbo US with Sae ! :D ; Keda malas to come on. -_- ; And mikeeeeeeeeeeee, don't merajuk please. I will try to make the best out of it for this 13 days. ;l ; Mike, beg your father okay? O; or you die. HAHAHHA, Jokingggggg. :B ;

Anywayyyy, I am sleepy , D: ; byebye. (:

People are just plain evil. Really.

2009-11-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

I'm seriously feel like jumping down the building. To be honest.

Everything, just sucks. :l ;
And for the sake of working, I have to sacrifice a lot of things.
And he doesn't care.
Can just keep quiet whenever when it comes to work.
When I say that I need a day off or whatsoever it is,
I have to listen to his music.
Z.

I was having a conversation with my dad just now, in the car ;

Me: Dad, for 2 months, as in the end of November followed by the end of december, I'd get RM900 a month. And so, I plus both of it together and for 2 months, I get RM1800. Right? o:

Dad: Ya.

Me: Well, since you said that I earned the money and can buy whatever I want, I'm planning to get a laptop for myself.

Dad: LAPTOP? WHY? (voice risen up)

Me: I don't want to use your laptop so much and your laptop is made to be for your work, and if I get a laptop, I could just transfer my things and stuff to my new laptop and plus, it won't cause any troublesome for your laptop. Come on, dad. You said that I can buy whatever I want using my hard earn money right?

Dad: WHY GET LAPTOP? NO POINT LA. I ALREADY UPGRADED MY LAPTOP AND STUFF, AND YOU ARE NOT IN COLLEGE YET RIGHT? SO WHY YOU NEED IT?

Me: -___- ; future use. Dad, you don't need to waste your voice d. I was just planning, I didn't say that it is confirm?

Dad: YOU BETTER DON'T BUY. I AM TELLING YOU. You better don't.

Me: Okay. Whatever you say then.

Not only that, 2 weeks ago, I was talking to my dad about me planning to get a new phone and stuff, his reaction was as worse as the above.

-_- , Look, everything I have is lousy (yeah, fine. whatever, I am complaining) , but THIS ISN'T FAIR! D: , I am not using my dad's money to buy a new laptop, I'm using my money after all the stress I have been working there.

Yet, he doesn't understand. ; Katrina, quit complaining.

Okay, Idc already. Fine, save up but I'm using it to buy a mini laptop that cost around RM1500, and the leftover I will save it. Haizxczxc, I fishcake hate my life. full stop.

And PMR results, next month. How can I bear it? -_- ; Fine, I don't expect all straights As but at least I just get good results and don't fail. ;l ; Idc if it's A, B or C but D and E, NO WAY.

#

Anyway, Mikeeeeeeeee, are you serious that you will not be coming on? Don't be ridiculous, dude. -_- , or I find you in Penang.

Saeeda and Khalidah's post , seems like they wrote about Mike is like, he's gone forever. LOLLLLLL. But wtheck? :D , I'm on their side too! .

MIKE, if you're reading this, come back? and tell your dad not to take away the internet . Tell him that you'll die of boredom. :D

Lullaby

2009-11-18T16:00:00.005+08:00

Source : Boopsie

Hi & Good afternoon.

I slept at 2am today because I wanted to wake up around 11 or something. Last few days, I always wake up around 3pm =_=
And I told Saeeda that I'll wake up early this morning. But, k I feel guilty right now.

I WOKE UP AT 3.30 PM.

Actually I woke up at 12pm but then it was raining and cold .. and I .. I.. zzzzz-ed again :D

Mike didn't come online :( So yea, sorry SAE D;

---This is my punishment

I. Cried. Woah.

2009-11-18T00:48:00.011+08:00

That was the awesomeness chat, LOL. Abt Mike. No srsly. Time really flies.
And sometimes it totally sucks. No kidding. :l
I wonder how it would be like after 13 days, I cant imagine it.. oh wow.
Talking so emo now, LOL. :(

ME DONT WANT MIKE TO GOOOO! :(:(

Eeyer mike D;

2009-11-18T00:44:00.003+08:00

Source : Viv

O m g -- No, thats not Mike's picture. MIKE IS A GUY! GET IT?! >;O

This is so sad. Someone gonna ruin my holidays D: I hate you Mike!

I've planned earlier whats my plans for holiday. And one of plans is, waste my time with JKKSM. You know like, online 24 hours and chat with them, vomit out our craps and bully each other. But then, this HOT guy will come to Malaysia (he's a singaporean fyi). I know it should be a good news for us, but it's not since he's going to Penang instead of meeting us here in KL. Haish, just imagine our group photo, that will be nice :)

The fishing bad news is, he wont come online :'(
He will, but when he go to his cousin's house. But I bet, we can't see him come online more often. Gosh, how I miss our old memories. I still remember when we played the BabySitter story. Hahaha. And we even recorded our so called video. But Kat wasnt in that video. But it's a noob video btw >:D

We wont see "Aids" come online in msn after this.
We cant bully him after this.
We cant talk crap :(
No leader in scamming ( We always use his room)

The saddest thing is, WE WONT BE ABLE TO ADVERTISE HIS PIC & FORCE HIM TO BLOG!

Mike, don't go please :(

Sighzxcbxcnxm

SORRY. :(

2009-11-17T17:57:00.005+08:00

Oh, okay. SORRY MIKE SORRY. :( Eh plz. Dont emo la, ur going in 13 days alr?!?!
*&"^!&£@@ Okay, fine. SAEEDASHUKOR IS A ANNOYING PIG. :(:(:(. Zzz.

SORRY. SORRY. SORRY. SORRY. SORRY. SORRY.

I wont annoy you anymore la, I'll change. And I dont care if your taking it as a joke or what.
But srsly, I'll change la. I'll be less annoying. :( Theres only 13 days left, you gonna waste it? :/

13 Days.

2009-11-15T19:27:00.002+08:00

WOOOHOOO! J.O. joins KKSM to make it JKKSM.
:D

LOL ok actually i have nth to blog about but i am forced to so if i start to talk crap, im sorry.

Holidays not bad. 28 going malaysia. maybe earlier go malacca or what.
lucky got cca to entertain me.

SICK.
Friggin sick. Cant even breathe properly -.-
So weird cause no one around me is sick and i dont get sick often.

Nothing else to blog about . Wanna go watch Fantastic 4 : Rise Of The Silver Surfer

BYYEEE

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

2009-11-14T13:27:00.000+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!! :D
I HATE BUNKFACEEEE.!!!

Saeeda pwned k.

2009-11-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

EHHEHEHE, HELLOHELLO. Ive come t update cause I just want t welcome a newlynewly member.JANELLE ONG YAY! Con.Gratz. Yo. :) I bet Jonathan will be going 'eh, what abt cute Jonathan?' *vomits. LOL. AHAHAHAHHAHA.Anyways t make my post worthwile. I jumped t my bro's blog and I read aaaaalll his stuff.Yah, I like t be a spoil sport. And embarass him, woots. Plus, he says its all abt football.But I just hope he doesnt turn out like.. >.> W.Rooney? Yes, this dude is utterly dumb. My bro read his book. And he told me, that W.Rooney always gets F's, shocking right?Worst role model, ever! ROFL. And he said D.Beckham? WAS SMART. Yes, just hope he becomes more of a D.Beckham then a W.Rooney. :D If not he'll get smaks from my daddy. (A). Plus.. Ris Low, has suckish english. hehe, no offence k. Oh wait, OFFENCE. LOL.Im bored k, im not tired. Plus I want t watch my bro play L4D2. But his playing WW2?! On PS3, shocking isnt it? Plus he cant pass the level cause all of the enemies keep shooting him. Yes, I wonder how he controls. I bought COD and played it in PS2. It suck-eddd, v much. It was so hard t control and aim? GOSH, and yeah. K bye! <3.

OH AND.. I finished all my icons, but should I post it yet? Nah, tommorrow maybe, nights! <3

Yeah rite. Like you own.

2009-11-10T21:17:00.001+08:00

I hate adversity day.
I just hate adversity day.

Bad Day sang by Daniel Powter can represent me for today.

Firstly, I hate my job.
I wanna get over it. I have been sick for the past few days till now, it isn't getting better.
I'm still having sore throat-flu-cough-block nose.

And I couldn't smell anything and taste anything. And I couldn't breathe properly.
I'm forced to go to work eventhough I am sick.
And I have been extremely tired and sleepy.
And in work, I have to tolerate those people, and stuff.
Working life there isn't easy. It's tough, tough, tough.

I wasted one roll of tissue and my nose became red and I am having a really bad sore throat now.

And I'm extremely stress out just because of where I am now, my status, my life, EVERYTHING.

2nd, I miss school.
I have to miss my pentabalan day on Monday.
I might get fired for not coming to any meetings and stuff this month.
And I have to disappoint my librarian peeps and giving them those excuses.
I have to miss those fun events and stuff that's happening here and there.

Wanna know why? Because of my job.

3rd, Genting trip cancel.
One of my wishlist, gone.
I don't mind, but I do care because I was looking forward to it since July.
And now, it's cancel.

4th,
My status,
I don't care where the hell I am now but I just hate it.
It's distracting and tiring to face it.
I am sick of facing those emotional people (Whoever knows me well should know who I am talking about) ,
And fine, if you want me to leave and get out , never mind.
I don't mind.
I shall leave then. It's what your heart desires.

#

I'm planning to get a new phone. Z.
But it's like, I am control to get a new one.
I am planning to trade in my curent phone, then get a new one.

Dad suggested me to trade in but not buy a new phone.
But going for the 2nd hand phone and those lousy-boring-type-of-phone.
(i.g : Nokia, the RM99 phone with no colour screen and no music)

Okay, I am bragging, I know.
But wtheck? I am using my money. Z.
And I do not own any nice gadgets, okay?
Fine, gadgets and stuff aren't everything.
But I just want something to make me, feel. happy , just a lil bit?

I shall stop here then. I am just so, sick and tired of everything. Bye.

Adversity day, fish it.

2009-11-09T18:30:00.000+08:00

Fish off these people.
Yeah, fish off. -_-

For some reasons, I just hate these people whom I am working now especially a staff who is working there as well.
Gosh, can she be patient? I've got other things to do as well,
Everything have to shout at me. Z.

And furthermore, I'm not feeling well. -_- ,
I have been suffering from sore throat-headache-flu-cough.
OMG, could that be h1n1 ?
and I get extremely tired for nothing.

I think I wasted about, more than 5 packets of tissues. OMG.
And today, I gotten scolded by my uncle (who shall name the boss of the company)
Yeah, whatever. I get scolding just because I took the access card from one of the staff (access card to go to P1 to send out the mails) , and I didn't know my uncle has it.

And first, he went to p1 , then use the lift to go to p2 , and he asked me to give back the card to the staff . (and I didn't but straight away put in the mail and gave back to the staff), and my uncle said meet him in p1 . not to mention, my dad was with my uncle. And after I deliver + went back to give back the access card to the staff, I went down to P2, and eventually got stuck. (that’s why we need the access card to go through the parking lot, it’s automatic lock unless you have the access card) , and yeah, without the card, I was stuck. I panicked like crazy and felt like I was about to cry, I couldn’t call my dad to let him know I got stuck in p2 and my battery went low and my phone died. WTH, I panicked even more (this is real, not fake), I tried to on my phone many times but failed, battery died so couldn’t on the phone. And it was a dead end there, there was one lift but wasn’t working. I panicked and prayed hard, then I saw my uncle’s car, and could see his expression (angry, as usual) , so was my dad. (yeah whatever), and I gotten scolded by my uncle as if I killed somebody, and I told him, “First you asked me to give back the card and meet you in p2, right? You took a lift to p2 floor, how would I know you were in p1?” , and he scolded me more and assuming me to use my brains and crap. Look, who’s talking sia, USE MY BRAINS? Hello? How to use my brains? I am sick and having bad headache, okay? And I sounded like a dead cat.

Yeah, and the people whom I am working with, they said I got h1n1. Yeah, WHATEVER. If I have h1n1, than stay away. (: , I don’t mind.

Expect me to be perfect eh? Yea right, I don’t care. Yesterday was like shyt and today’s also another shyting day. I rather jump down the building than facing you.

Bye.

Z_Z

2009-11-08T18:35:00.001+08:00

#

Today wasn't a good day.
The flu attacked me ! And I am sick now.
And I am coughing too. I hope I'm not having H1N1 or anything related to it.

I took a 3 hours nap. And tomorrow, I've work.
Oh , I can't wait for lunch break, lunch break rocks ! Because I can just walk around in KL and look for food and stuff.

But I can't tolerate with the people I am working with (especially one staff) *cough-

Upcoming events I am looking forward to:-

16-17 November , Genting Trip ! (hope it's not cancel. I'm craving to go there and enjoy a lil bit)

I think that's about it.

2009, a year that brings alot of misery, and the year is coming to a end. 2010, I hope the year would be better than 2009. :l

And PMR results is around the corner, please pray for me to get good results. I don't expect to get all straight A's , but whatever it is, I've done my best and just let God decide my future.

Okay, I am done here.

Huh? Huh? What?

2009-11-08T04:09:00.000+08:00

I bet you wanna join this group : http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=315438280590&ref=ts>

HAHAHA, I found this when I viewed one strange group. That group is so retarded. The owner of that group keep on changing the group's name. But when you read all the comments, you will burst into tears. Joking. You will laugh till you attend your own funeral. WTH AM I CRAPPING ABOUT?! I can stay awake till the next morning by reading all those funny comments but I don't want to.

I dont have idea what to blog :( Sad case.

Wth man? Key Babi? WHAT?! I'm not angry or what. But her/his comment makes me laugh like crazyyyy HAHAHHAHAHAHAAH.

I ate maggie, I know it's so unhealthy. I was hungry that time .. and there was no bread inside the fridge so yea .. yea .. mwahahaa.

I'm too lazy to blogggggggggggg. Maybe I'll continue blogging on december :D

Booho, bye!

1 day in kampung, huhu.

2009-11-07T10:39:00.001+08:00

HAI, im in kampung now, quick update, cause lappie gonna finish battery, and I forgot to bring my charger, damn. So yeah, no point going to MSN. Internet sucks so I cant put mixpod. Will put it tommorrow. And yeah, credits to be for putting up the skin, yay! ^-^. Okay? Thats all, will blog tommorrow, kthxbai. (:

Thank you, God.

2009-11-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

God, I promise to change myself.

I'm currently doing my office job right now while typing this out without anybody knowing 'bout it.

However, I had decided to post a short post today and why?

It's because I realized that I have been extremely rebellious lately and disheartened. I do not feel like I am the same old Katrina whom is the happy-go-lucky type of girl and accept the offer without any harassment. So then again, I decided to change to be a better person and will learn to follow God's way (and that's why I couldn't pursue my dream and following God's way is one of my dream that I can achieve) ; so then again, I decided to start doing it now and change to a better person in the future. It's the time for me to renew my faith in God and renew myself into a better person.

God, thank you for giving me another chance and accepting me for who am I. And thank you God for forgiving my sins. God, I promise that I will try to change myself to be less-hot-tempered-girl and start giving in.

I will never let you down, God. You have been with me throughout all these years, till then till now. Now it's my turn to do your part and complete your mission, God.

Lord, I offer my life to you.

tee-hee

2009-11-06T02:47:00.000+08:00

Flu & fever, *sigh

By the way, I chatted in the Korean Chat Room, as usual and found one korean girl. She fall in love with one Malaysian guy, tee-hee

And now we are chatting in MSN. Well, she told me about one Malaysian guy in Global Talk Show which is Korean tv-show if I'm not mistaken. Whoa, Malaysian guy? I'm kinda proud anyway. Hahaha. Oh, and he's very handsome ^^

LINKK!

WATCH OR DIE!

Can you spot the Malaysian guy? Er, the one beside the France guy :D

Well, I tried search the full video but too bad, don't think that video exist in YouTube. Omg, they talked Korean, fluently! Whoaaa

So now, I'm waiting for that girl to send the real video ^^ Hope I can watch that Malaysian Guy talk in Korean :D

His name is Poh Jing Chieh. WOOHOOO.

MIKEEEEE o:

2009-11-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

Taken: Pet Store in Lucky Garden, Malaysia.

It had been years , Mike since you blog. o:
LOLL, cheynola ! But I was pretty shocked to see your post ! o:

OMGGG, Mike , you finally get into your senses , thanksthanks for updating. *cough <.<

Anyway, despise my job as usual, waiting for it to come to an end,
Well, not really, I guess becauseeeee.

PMR results will be coming out next month before Christmas (as I heard) ,
I am extremely dead and I'm gonna be the same-old-timid-Katrina over again.
I hope to get what I expected, I don't expect to get 7A's anyway.
But wtheck? I tried my best and I let God judge my results. (:

However, I don't have to worry (Optimally , I think I need to) because I am planning to go for Art classes. My heart desires arts. (L) , not for science.

Okay, not changing topic, I'm suppose to blog about today.
It have been eating "keropok lekor" everyday. ._. (unhealthy) , and french fries and stuff.
Because there is nothing to eat during lunch break.
And I happened to be craving for keropok lekor most of the time.

Unhealthy habit. I need to stop eating fried food and stuff.
Is it because I have been extremely stress up and tends to go for something I desire to eat?
Well, I guess so.

Anyway, I have been extremely stress up and exhausted and busy nowadays. I couldn't even find time for myself, wake up early in the morning, before going to work, I have to type letters and stuff for my dad then off to work, after that, come home, do my dad's work again up to 11pm. I am just so.. exhausted. -_- , and tired.

I'm looking forward to my trip which happens to be on the 16th and the 17th of November ; a trip that I have been waiting for after 3-4 months. I hope that the "so-called-penyu" wouldn't start her nonsense and the trip won't be cancel.

I just hope for the best, for tomorrow and the rest of the days that are yet to come. I don't know what will happen at the end of the day itself.

Adversity day, perhaps ?

Holidays .

2009-11-04T17:30:00.000+08:00

Wooooots!
Holidays!!!
Still got CCA but nevermind! :D
Ok so what i do during holidays?

I go out! :D My friend call me to go his house for late deepavali.
The food nice!
So fun ! :D
Then i go cousin house and i planning to stay at my cousin house soon . (:
Hmmm what else....

Ohh! I'll tell a story about a dog! :D

I just got down from the bus and walking on the road with my cousin when i suddenly saw a pomeranian (sp?) on the road. Poor thing look so thin and lifeless.
What it did was walk on the road. ON THE ROAD! That means not stray dog right?
So that means somebody must have abandoned or it run away or something.
Three bus and a lorry stop for it! LOLL
I feel sorry for it and my cousin also say go put on the pavement if not it get run over.
Then i go towards it on the road want to put it on the pavement but it show its teeth to me.
Not bad the teeth quite white and sharp.
If i took another step I'd have a pomeranian on my face. If dog bite need put injection !
So i dont care it and i walk away. Oh then i eat ice cream (:

LOLLLL FOR ONCE NOBODY THREATEN ME TO BLOG :D

Im such a good person . . .

:D (part 2)

2009-11-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

Some kind of meeting here , right? :D ,
Pirate united ! :D

and Keda was zzz . D:

Anywayyy, yea. :D , click to enlarge. :D

:D ,

2009-11-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

The revenge of the 2 beauty botaks and 3 pirates. :D

It's Dyng Without SM ):

2009-11-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

Click to enlarge . :D

Andddddddddddddddddd ,
I can spot Khalidah. ):

Where's SAEEDA and MIKE ? O:
Where's JANELLE ? O:
Where's fatin ? o:

Bunny lover. (L)

2009-11-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
I love bunnies ! (L) :D

Cute kan ? :D

LOLLL,
Picture taken in Lucky Garden pet store. ;D

Anywayyy,
today, first payment check . :B , I wanna buy a PSP , or a new phone ? :D ,
or maybe save up for a laptop?
Forget it, I think I might be saving up in the future for the upcoming fees ahead. ):

Andddddddddddddd, tomorrow's gonna be another busybusy day. o:

Oh well, shall stop here. Bye !

p/s: I hate the penyu (*cough- , Khalidah knows who) . Everything must stop and control eventhough exams are already over. I hope the trip won't be cancel (A) , yeah, that's because of the penyu who doesn't approve and accept the fact <.< ;

Random much ?

2009-11-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

As requested, this is where I am working.
I hate that place but oh well,

Byeeeeeeeeeeee.

Saeedaaaaaaaaaaa, come back and we miss you ! D:

Honta Honta Hai

2009-11-01T15:56:00.000+08:00

Click to enlarge.
I am the one wearing half girl/half boy looking kid.

And I looked like a pondan case.

HAHAHHAHAHA, okay.

Bye. :D

I'm starting to let go.

2009-11-01T09:39:00.000+08:00

I apologize for the lousy picture. LOLLL.
No other better picture to put.
But hey, starbucks has it all, right ? ;P

Anyway, Sunday's today.
And tomorrow's Monday (WTHECK)
I'm starting to hate weekdays now.
Just because I am working. Z.

Okay, now it's 9.41am.
o: ,
Not any one of KKSM isn't online, Janelle too. :l
Fatin's on habbo.
GahGah.

Andddddddd, I (L) Seungri . ;D
Thanks to Janelle, I am like, starstuck ! :P

LOLLL.
Anyway, yesterday was a damn funny day.

Eventually , there were a guy on habbo (not gonna mention)
Forced me to be his stead (okay, not to say force but beg)
LOLLL, and some of my friends spreaded saying that he loves me and crap.

OMG, seriously, I think finding stead on habbo is immature (LOL? I am talking crap)
Oh well, in the end, I've got extremely fed up and just accepted him,
Who cares anyway? It's just habbo, thankfully. :D

Anyway,
I might go to my friend's house , or no ?

Idontknowman. o:
I just hate going to work.
Well, the $$ part has it all. ;D

Currently waiting for Khalidah to online,
Saeeda, DONT MIA ! ):
Mike's on . ;D
Janelle, ONNNNNN YOUR DAMN MSN ! :l
Fatin's on.

flyaway `

Pathway.

2009-10-31T11:45:00.000+08:00

Today's a Saturday.
And the good news is that I do not have to work today. (:
Off day , YES .

And I wanna go to AAR's concert, please.
Care to bring me along ? :}

Andddddd ,
I am lost for words.

Currently waiting for Janelle, KSM to come on.
Gah, where are they?
And Fatin's online. hoho.
ehem *cough-

Okay, bye.

Down down down

2009-10-31T02:05:00.000+08:00

Source : Suu

I'm dying, as usual. You guys might be wondering, why am I still alive?! It's so hard to answer that question :p Cheynola.
Everyone keep going offline. Left me till boredom strikes. It's so pathetic T_T Today is Saturday, so I thought people will come online and stay up till 3 am , or maybe till the next morning and say hi to me , or ask if I wanna eat together with them.
There are few people that still online in msn. I wanna say hi but I guess they will answer me with some shit. I mean, don't think they will entertain me since I'm not close to them :(
I just hate that kind of people, so stupid. K maybe, I'm one of them. Har har har.
Soooooooooo, because of ~~lightning~~boredom strikes, I went to check korean chat rooms *cough
"KOREAN CHATROOMS? HAHAHAA" K, dont care.
~~Fine, I'm addicted to korean stuff. So so so so?! You gonna die if I'm addicted to it ah? -.- K, nevermind. Oh crap.~~ Sad case, I was ignored in that chat room -.- They talked in Korean :( Yes, they can talk in English and fluent than me. But urgh, nvm. Maybe I'm just to despo to have a friend to talk to. K hahahahahahaahahahahhahahahah. Fishcake, LOLOLOL.

*headache

Hm, so .. yea. TALK LA WEH. K. Fine. Bye. Hm. Bored.

Rocka, rocka, rocka.
Tae min, if you're reading this I just wanna tell you something. YOU ARE SO DAMN CUTE,~~oppa~~. Ee.

It's dying without Saeeda.

2009-10-30T21:38:00.000+08:00

Click to enlarge.

:l , This screen shot is dying without Saeeda. ): gahhhh!
Saeeda, if you are reading this, wherethellareyou? ):

Anyway, yeah. Mike's back on habbo . ;D , YAYYYYYYYY ! ,
and I'm thinking of sponsor-ing Keda HC (: ,

And in the picture, you can spot yourself if you are there.
I can spot Keda, Mike, Fatin, Johnathan (-_-) , Jana , and the two "japan-looking" couple. (:

It's dying, yeah, without sae and Janelleeeee. :l

hoho.
Anyway, tomorrow, off day ! YES ! :D
I shall celebrate till I drop. ;D

And I am addicted to Sean Kingston's new song, face drop ! (:

And I miss deejaying. :l ,

It ends here.

Rocka, rocka, rocka

2009-10-29T14:24:00.000+08:00

Heeeee'ssss ssooooooo hooottttttttttttt.

I used to insult him when I saw his hair & also his nerd face -.- I was wrong. He was an ugly duckling, but now .. he's like the prince charming. His innocent face, *drools
His hair, his face .. omg omg omg omg. He looks so freaking hot in SHInee's latest song ; Ring Ding Dong.
Oh, Onew too. But Onew looks kinda fat :( And old. I don't like his hair, so sad uh? His voice is so damn sexy XD
Key! He's hot :) Yep he is.

Some people hate the Ring Ding Dong song. WHYYYYY?! Because of their uglyness? Keyh, I admit. They are kinda ugly. But Tae Min is till the hottest. Or is it because of their dance? I don't like their dance, so yuckies. They look gay in that MV :(

Whatever, Tae Min is such a hottie (L)

p/s : Didn't go to school today -.- Goodbye, cake ! :( And sorry Kat >< I'll try to ask cikgu Rajahan keyh? Maybe next week? :/ Sorry :/

I hate work and that's final.

2009-10-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

That was yesterday. *cough-

And I gave Mike one furniture on habbo just because he won the bowling game. -_- ,

Mike, if you are reading this, be happy. :)

I am lazy to post pictures of my office. (*cough-) , so yeah.

And my phone's charging , so no point anyway.

Anywayyy, today, I was extremely pissed off with one of the worker who works in the same place as me, (so called staff?) , and yeah. -_- ,

For some reason, because she scolded me and started her nonsense as I was going through the documents on the computer (hey, it's not private, okay? It's the company's document and stuff), and then , she suddenly pop-ed up out of the blue and started her nonsense. Wanna know what she said to me ? It's the exact word and sentences below:-

W: Girl, what are you doing?

Me: Erm, looking through documents?

W: Eh girl, do you know that this computer cannot see document? You dont touch it okay? You can only type letters only.

Me: ...

W: You don't touch already. After that this computer will spoilt and all *blablabla nonsense-

Me: -___-

Urgh. She have been pissing me off since my first day working in that office. It's just that I do not want to bring up about her because at first, I do not care but now. -_- , EEEEEEEEEEE,

Anyway, I am not looking forward for tomorrow. And am planning to get a PSP/Nintendo DS/Gameboy after getting my first salary (?) , It have been 5 years since then I lost my Gameboy Advance (thanks to Amirul for stealing it, I know he did but don't want to admit it. I still remember how much I cursed him. Bad example) . X: , Anyway, I am earning it back and getting it back. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. can't wait but not confirm yet. X: .

Anyway, Khalidahhhhhhhhh, thanks for offering the help on asking my teacher about the Genting Trip this coming Friday, I seriously appreciate it! <3>

Saeeeeeeeeeee, IMY , WHEREHAVEYOUBEENandwhyareyouhardlyonlinenowadaysgah? :l

Jannnnnnnnnn, DONTGOfflinesofastuh! ): , itssaddening!

Mikeeeeee, whereareyoulah? dontwantyour2HCSah?LOL, nevermind,iratherthrowingittothedrainthanyoutakingit. cheynola :P

Okay, bye.

Im boomz, so outdated right? ):

2009-10-28T18:55:00.000+08:00

HAHA! Im determined to make a skin for KKSM >:l. But im lazy, ah? Fick it. Anyways, Zac who are you? U Zac Efron ahhh? Mike ficked you. HAHA k crapping, I bet Mike and Kat would understand, LOLOL. Anyways yeah, you thought ive tried to sensored the f word right, but HAHA. It is the F word, in GERMAN. :D So nice right? Elissa thought me ^^. right? righhhhttt. Anyways school *gosh* boredom, yucks. And haha, I hate the bwitches there. :( SAVE ME! We decided to friend YYC agaaiinn. *sigh* Why? Cause W wants to hangout with her hippy friends, so called bwitches. Yeah, felt pity. At least we have a heart. (A) Chey, sound so MsWisdom now, but yeah. heck care. W being a annoying bitch. HAHA I saw her 2nd book alr, thou i tore the 1st one, and ripped it. Daphne actually recommended to wet it, wow. See, she doesnt even have friends. HAHA noob, her so called bestf gave me a plan, ohwell.. she said I annoying nerdy bitch, haha who's talking now. Maybe you should open ur sepet mata, and think again noob. Ur even more fuglier then Daphne eventhou she's a fatassbuffalo. -.- HAISH. I HATE MY SCHOOL "*^(!)!*£^*"@@ cant stand bitches. -_-. I want to be homeschooooooled. I hate W, sucks to the core. I feel like reporting then we can start big fight. yeh, i like to cari pasal. for a reason, *obviously*. Anyways im bored now, like urgh. help. I hate school, i hate it. fk it. i hate my school, sucks. I rather do Kat's dirty work, or face Janelle's aunt or smtg. I seriously cant stand my school, fk lah. "^£*&%!^&!%&£)@@. i lost my taste of blogging now, gosh gonna emo. fk lah. -_-. gosh i need to top up, z. fk. -_-. I get stressed and depressed talking abt this pussy-less bitches.

hm ?

2009-10-28T17:10:00.000+08:00

I didn't sleep last night. And now I'm very sleepy o___o

Gonna bake a cake tomorrow, and I'll bring camera to school :D

Yep, that's all.

Yeah .. bye.

Amusement park, I need you. D:

2009-10-28T12:19:00.000+08:00

I am stuck in the office, with files around me. Wanna see it? You've just have to wait. (:

And I am hungry. -__-,
During break, I might walk-aroundddddddddd ~ .
:B, yes! cant wait. ;D

30 more minutes, here I come.

ooo, and it's 12.30pm. ooo, and I think Khalidah went/go to school today, if I'm not mistaken? And about the Genting trip, I am still chasing the teacher that organize the trip and I'm wondering will it be fixed or cancel? Because it seems to take forever to confirm and to tell. :l ,

As he will be at school on friday, unfortunately, I may not know what's happening, can anybody help me and let me know? ):

And Limmmmmm, if you are reading this, GAHHHHH D: , but I doubt it she's going to school already. -__- , GahhhGahhh. Oh well then, I have to call/sms my teacher then (Wtheck? sounds like I am stalking him) -__- , but I am not. GAHHHHHH.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEE, and I am stress-up . :l , I need a break, I need amusement park. D:

in your barbie world

2009-10-28T00:29:00.000+08:00

YO,
Yeah, sorry because I went offline. I was sleeping that time and when I woke up , saw my mom shutting down the laptop -.- So yea, sorry.

And now, I'm online :DDDD
Too bad, I'm dying .. again. But oh well, I've finished watching The Little Man. Aw man, that "so-called-little-baby" was so sick in that movie. Gross, but funny. HAHAHAHAHAHAH

Going to school, today !

Conversation o:

2009-10-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

Click to enlarge . (: , HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA :D

Keda , missed the fun because at first she was alive, then dead , then went off. -___-,
Gahhhhh!

Anywayyyy, :D , yeah. (x

Lunch break !

2009-10-27T13:44:00.000+08:00

hoho & I blog during my lunch break.
Just came back from burger king thou.
and have to make it quick since my work gonna start at 2pm back.
which left 7 minutes for me to blog.

Anyway,
1pm sharp went down from the office and walk all the way to Masjid Jamek LRT station (That's where I can get my McDonalds!) LOL.

And I hate traffic lights and cars. -_-
And I hate crossing the road. D:

Then, walk, walk walk and finally reached to McDonalds.
At first, I was lost then I figured out the way to MCDs since it's near to Guardian.

Then, when I came inside , it was full house.
-___-, in Mcdonalds, I mean.

I was like, wtheck. -__-, and wasted my time queuing there while people cutting lines. -_-

Then, after 15 minutes, I decided to give up on waiting and go for Burger King.
Thank goodness burger king wasn't that bad and I did order my french fries and Sundae Chocolate !

But it wasn't as nice as McDonald's . D: ; But wtheck? At least I gotten a snack ! :P

Then, walked back to the office. Damn far, okay? -_-
It takes 10 minutes to walk.
Because have to cross the road and all that crap. Z

Okay, shall end here then. It's already 1.57pm and I'm actually blogging without anybody knowing. :P *cough-

What's that?

2009-10-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

"No."
I was like, what?! Ngeh, can't believe that house is the only place that I could go now. Oh, right. I'm already in this house, dying. Waiting for someone to call and ask me to go out. I'll say yes of course.

Mom nagged because I'm like the only daughter that suffering from a serious disease ; stupid-lazyness. Well, I don't clean up my room. I don't cook. I don't wash my own clothes. I don't feed my goldfish. HAHA, goldfish? K, that's a lie.
So, as usual. Woke up and waited for someone to come in and clean up the room. I KNOW, I'm such a lazy person and treat people like my maid -.-

Sister came in and scolded me, I walked away, washed my face and stuck infrontofthis laptop. Mwahaha, where's the part about my messy bedroom? Sister did all those things, and ta-daaaa, what a cute bedroom :) Cheynola, she was like damn rajin to put back the pillows after I threw some on the floor and left it ._. Why I did that? Seriously, I don't know why.

Woots, I'm going to change to a better person. I'm gonna wake up around 9.30 every morning, take a bath sraightaway, cook my own food (uh-huh). K wait, nehmind -.- I need to stop playing Habbo , Facebook and all those shitty craps. Gah, I can't. Internet is in my what-I-have-to-do-everyday-list. So yea .. wish can erase it T__T

O M G
Can't wait for 2010 to come. New class, new teacher, new .. classmate? Frankly, I hate my this year class -_______- Classmates suck to the core. Well, some of them only. Gosh, that's why I prefer cyber-friends. At least, they are better than my classmates :D
Yeah, I'm too lazy to go to school. Watching all the noob gossiping around is so fishcake -.- And see that monkey's face all the time. K wait, I'm not close to that monkey -.- But, ish!
I've always wanted to say this to that monkey ; "Where's your own mirror, huh?"
Whoa, so gedik.

Oh I'm such a useful friend -.-
Sorry Mike, I've promised you about the HC stuff. But yeah, I'm not free to go buy cards since I'll be stoning here for more than 1000000000000000000 hours. Cheynola. I know I'll go buy, but I just dont know when :(

:o
2 0 1 0, woots woots !

Im bored, sucker.

2009-10-26T17:13:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. im se-ri-ous-ly bored. :/ Tooot. K anyways, I feel like making skin for KKSM, but no inspiration + lazy = Ugly skin. HAHA! :D. Anyways, its true. So yeah, I might think of my nxt skin. On the mean time, shall update the mixpod. The song already sucks to the core, cause its damn outdated, LOL. Haish haish, I think shall do navigational. Since, yeah. I should. Rhyna will always say colours. LOL. So hmm.. random, shall advertise yeah? Since im bored, Mike.. im sure u will like. B). (Picture at the top). Anyways, nothing better to do, so yeah. Bye!

xoxo Saeeda.

Stress.

2009-10-25T16:42:00.000+08:00

Have been extremely stress up . I am planning to quit my job. -_- , but why give up so easily? :l , it seems like I am.

Tomorrow, go back to work. -____- , and today , I am down with "sickness".

I hope I can get to skip work tomorrow. :D

oooo, and Khalidah's online. YAYYYY :B , and Janelle too.

Where's Sae and Mike ? o:

Hey Love, you're my world

2009-10-25T16:01:00.000+08:00

Such a hottie, *heart.

Currently listening to Bella Luna by Jason Mraz. Kill me if I'm so over-addicted to that song. Jason Mraz is soo ssoooo sooooo damnnn hotttttttttt (L).
I'm so freaking bored right now, waiting for Katrina to come online.

So, here's my shopping list, HAHA. Ngeh, I do think it's impossible for me to buy all those stuff since noone is free to bring me go shopping :x
So yeah, I wanna buy

Jason Mraz, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
New shoes , wweeee
Sims 3, and till now I dont know where is the freaking store! So fishcake -.- They don't sell it around Bangsar? :(
Cardigans, gosh I'm like so addicted to cardigan.
BOOKKSSSSSSSS. Dying infront of this laptop? No thanks.
Buy My Sister's Keeper's dvd? Err, dont think it's already came out in cinema zxc
Habbo Cards -_____-

K, thats all I guess. Bet all those stuff are below RM200. Woots, okok la. Not so expensive ._.

I know, this is sucha short post. Sigh, I dont know what to post about?

AHHHHHH!

2009-10-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

LOL so my pic get displayed as advertisement?

Haiz so i nid blog.
So i will blog.
Blog Blog Blog.

Exam overrr yaaayyyy!
All subject pass!
Yayyyyy!
My maths surprisingly pass!
Yayyyyy!

Kayy so wat i do today.....

I morning go cca
then i came back and bathe eat and all then went out
after went out i come back
after i come back i watch tv
then got this hindi movie
Wat the name ar.... Bhootnath i think
Not bad the movie

Thn i came on9.
LOL then got all the prank vids

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sePwvIyzMp4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a9JCM--zVwU&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5z4Vs26-TI&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CE2PsfeQm-0

LOLLL
OH YESTERDAY I GO HABBO
LOL
go with keda thn go play this fridge game.
then this girl keep p2p! like wtf
thn the other guy poor thn i p2p for him
BUT THAT BITCH STILL P2P!
roller after roller after roller!
maybe its the owner or what >.> <.<
then saw keda stead lols
then tok tok then i go sleep already x]

P.S. EH! dun use tat pic lar! not nice! last time pic!

Oh yeahhhhhh!

2009-10-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

Ha-hab-habbbooooooooo! :D Rock on ! (:

Try spotting me, Keda and Saeeda. (: , and Mike wasn't in the picture. Sadcase.

Anyway, Mike, please update and make this blog alive . :D , KKSM blog needs you.

And welcome back , Saeedaaaa ! Don't hiatus, please . :D , and Khalidahhhh , welcome back to KKSM world of blogging now. (:<

SHAYNAYYYYY ):

2009-10-24T08:42:00.001+08:00

Wow, im suppose to be MIA-ing, and i come here to blog. >:). I cant wait till exam comes. * Jumps around the room * . I do study, okay. >.> Okay bored, I dont know why I banned myself from onlining from MSN, thou its no point cause im playing. AHAHHHAHAHAHA, I shall re-open my blog then, yay. * claps * . LOL, im acting so childish. -.- Anyways, I want go on MSN rofl. Im too much of a comp addict, Kat HELP ME! O_O. Anyways yeah, I miss KKSM okay? Get a life sucker, roflmao. k bai.

You're smiling :D

2009-10-24T01:08:00.000+08:00

WOW, such a boring day.

I've been sitting here for like ..12 hours? Or maybe more, hm.

Oh btw, waiting for MIKE to blog. YES MAN, I'm gonna force you to eat your brain. ._. cheynola.

OH AND ..

GOODLUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS ; JANELLE & MIKE
and hope that Katrina will quit her job -___-

haha.

Jason Mraz is such a hottie (L)

P/S : I tio nagged de.